Strumming Some Heartstrings


Monday, February 25, 2008
girlfriends ! at 1:45 PM

yesterday went working with sharon.yip again. all i can say is fun, though is tiring luhs. as usual, i met a lot of people, like qin, fel , amalina and more. and we finish the flyers within 4 hours when we need to work for 6 hours, so walk around slack with the huge lollipop sign from singtel. then, dinner @ hgm and we walk around. ytd was mainly looking at digi-cam, nintendo ds and wii. so sharon dearies was like asking me should buy wii or digi-cam, gave her some advices but she still prefer wii more than cam. hahs ! then home @ about 10plus, i love hanging out with sharon dearies and we can never stop gossiping. currently at sweeyee house, waiting for her. hahs ! and then meeting michelle later, connie like not going. last minute put plane again. D: going ps, then later dont know where, maybe just walk around i guess? hahs, anyway i'm looking forward to this thursday, going out with sharon.h, sharon.y, winnie and esther. (:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, February 23, 2008
exhausted at 11:53 PM

credit to sharon.h for editing this picture.
much love from it, this is just so unpredictable and special.
the funs, laughters and memories that we had shared, shall be remembered.

i experience toughness to be a flyer, and next time i must help those who are doing this. currently, i'm taking super temporary job like for 3-4 days like IT fair etc, to earn extra cash since i'm short of it. the only good thing about being a singtel flyer is that people will tend to stop and take the flyer from you because it's from singtel ! okays, crap. D: so work from 1plus- 7.30 with sharon.y dearie and her brother. initally, was 1-8 interval got one hour break and because sharon's bro came late so started late, but due to the speed we're giving out so we ended at 7.30. :D work in cp is so omfg cause i got to see so much of sengkang people.kind of awkward but still work continues, kept chatting with sharon.yip. nevertheless we still finish giving out the 5 sets of thick flyers ! dinner @ delifrance, sumptuous dinner that goes along with unlimited of gossips with sharon.yip. shop in metro, saw guess bags selling there, and we girls were suspicious with the products. D: and dearies is super in love with bonia bag, was nice except for those in brown. shop around and went mr bean, soya bean milk for me and soya bean ice cream for dearies. waited for her to finish her ice-cream, at the same time for the bus too. coincidently, just when she finish, the bus came. took lrt home, homed @ 1045. caught the zhou ri ba dian tang, i swear i haven watch that for ages luhs. after that, wo cai. super envy those girls, they can eat so much and yet without gaining any fats. grrrr* anyway working tomorrow too, and would only be the two of us cause her brother cant make it. it's going 4, i better go get some sleep, cause i got to wake up early in the morning to go to the temple for praying. D:

besties :
so much of things had happened, i'm sure you and i should know the current situation we are having now. i can sense that we aint that good compare to the rest of 6 years, drifted apart is one thing. but i'm sure there's still other reason for it. the changes in us, i think the both of us should have know, we no longer share our stuffs just like the way we usually do. the non stop chatting session we had in msn, sms and even phone. why is this happening ? i thought we know each other inside out, still recently i found out we aint. ever since that incident, i'm sure you know. i can sense that you no longer put any trust in me, whatever i said, i feel that you're in a doubt. i dont understand, is it because of that matter ? i can swear that time was a moment of folly, and didnt we swear that dont ever get so affected by that or let it strain our relationship ? we promise, but deep down things started to change, no longer the same. perhaps i'm not really a best friend to you but another person, besties was just a name but means nothing. are we going to be like this ? is it worth doing that for being 7 years of friends, i thought we'd be better and be the super BFF. but i'm so wrong, super wrong. perhaps, this doesnt matter to you anymore, but i can say i'm cried over this matter. why i got so pissed off because i feel that you are not the same anymore. you weren't like this before, yes people do change but somehow i just cant accept this besties of mine. i know this sound stupid and old, but besties, would we stay like how we do in the past ? nevertheless, you'll still be my besties ever.

fcuk it, i just cant stop myself for being so emo luhs.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, February 22, 2008
the temperamental side of me at 11:01 PM

i feel like blogging, but i'm so lazy to type. so i shall summarize everything due to my laziness. so i went to jad bbq on wednesday at east coast park. felt like a stranger luhs, so just stick to pris, amenda,sharon and brother. hahs but still enjoyed too, and we girls gossip a lot ! hahs, went home @ bout' 12 plus, daddy fetch and then also lobang sharon home. thn today went to meet lidong at cityhall near 2 cause we were waiting for sharon and riis they all to arrive cause we plan to watch L show. so we pool, and today i sucks ! just sucks luhs. then things started to happen, riis and chaywei went into kbox. so we thought they'll be catching the movie after that, so me and lidong went into room 37 to put their bags. and the stuff thought we're singing, so she asked riis they all issit 4 persons, then with no much discussion, they agree to it. i was rather fine, but not for lidong. he was pissed, then he walk out to wait for sharon and esther. after which, they arrived. and we had argument outside the kbox cause they wanted to watch the movie so do i, but riis they all was inside the room. we just dont know what to do, and just keep arguing outside. i admit at that moment, i'm already very pissed ? first of all, i got to say i'm not trying to say that is anyone's fault here. but didnt we agree to watch movie in the first place, and a sudden change causes so much of arguments. ended up, causing so much of unhappiness. so i decided to talk things out and walk in to find riis and chaywei. after that, lidong said he already cancel the two of us so can just go for movie. okays, fine then. but the time slot for the movie was 6plus and above, which sharon they all cant make it. and then receive call that, riis they all got only 15 bucks, and might not be able to foot the bill. another argument again, everyone seems like they cant lent their money as they got their own reason. this is understandable, then the argument continues which i cant stand so i decide to help. paid that bloody 41 bucks and then what i got back ? it doesnt pay to be kind luhs. walk off after that, then lidong told me they going down boon lay, asking me to tag along. said no, ask them just go if they want. so walk around marina, shop in MPH then home. i'm seriously pissed this time, i mean it's not the right way to do things luhs. sometimes i gonna say, i just dont like the way you guys plan things. it's like fuck ? just change and twist it the way you guys like without considering other's thoughts? i din mean to sound so mean, by it's not for the first time. it happened a lot of times, this time i voice it just wanted to let you guys know but not causing more misunderstanding. and besties, me and you have been 7 years friend, i dont wanna because of this then strain our relationship. pardon me for not replying your msg just now, i'm just way too angry. and i post this with no mean or harm, it's something i wanna vent out. and i wont hold against it, since it's the past already. anyway thanks sharon.y dearies for being there for me through out the whole matter even though you're still working. and thanks sweeyee, for listening to me complaining when you're still out. and thousand sorry to lidong, for keep yelling at you due to the temperamental side of me. and also sorry to sharon.h dearie and esther for the attitude of mine. i'm sincerely sorry !
working tomorrow with sharon.y dearies, sister wanna use so ciaoz.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, February 19, 2008
posting result at 8:19 PM

i got into sp- clean energy course ! what surprise me is that, i actually got the same course and school as xuanjin when we didnt put as the same choice luhs. (: quite a lot say they never heard of this course after all is a new one, and this concern the environmental issue. amenda was telling me, next time see me shall call me miss clean and green. girlf they all went different school, connie went nyp, michelle was tp, sy appealing from nyp to rp. as for xin, she still considering which school to appeal to, maybe from nyp to sp or rp ? kind of sadden me, cause we are going to different school but i believe we'll still stick together. on the other hand, there's quite a lot of my friend going tp like june, peiqin, sharonyip, amenda, feng, ko, jasmine and etc. then yong hua got into her first choice in sp but she's in business course, told her we can meet since i've been seeing her ever since i quited my job. shan got into sp too, was telling her about the miss clean and green matter, then she told me she wanna see me wearing green shirt everyday. hahs ! was intending to appeal to business course, but then after much discussion decided to stay on. anyway best of luck for those who are appealing. (: went apple house around 12 plus, met sy and heng first. then started out mahjong session, after that michelle and then later both sy and heng prepare food for our tea time. connie arrived, played mahjong then daidi. awhile connie left, and continue our dai di, then heng wanted to play bj, was fine it so play. ended up i lost 9 bucks ! i'm so suay can, i hate BJ, made me lost so much. then daddy fetch and home. mummy and daddy was please with the posting, so were me. guess, i've got nothing much to post. ciaoz
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, February 18, 2008
anchored feelings at 4:17 AM

okays, i'm still awake in the morning of monday, 4am. by right, i should be staying at my gramps house but yet i'm home. cause just now we went down after our dinner, to our surprise, aunt weren't home. so we thought she's out with cousin then we waited for her till 10 plus as she hardly go out till so late. and dad asked me to phone my cousin see whether aunt is with her not, then realise she went over to my cousin's house stay over. so, we came home. and then i'm back to wahjong again, it's just too addictive. i guess this fever will last for few days. hahs ! then chatted with lots of people, then sharonyip and i decided to crash winnie's school next week together with our tour for jurong. nevertheless, i still got to wait for her to apply leave. movie this coming friday with besties, sharonho and amenda, will be catching the L show. hope it'd be as interesting like deathnote 1 and 2. wanted to watch p.s i love you, but i heard that it's not as nice so i just stick to my book. play wahjong with brother, and he kept winning while i kept losing. am' so pissed off cause i've got good card yet i didnt win. so i played till round 4, got tired and was planning to shut off com, then a sudden feeling of changing blogskin so decided to change, anyway there's also something wrong with it. plus, i'm so pissed off with my phone. all of a sudden, my phone just keep going blank or either shake screen for the entire day. got one time, the whole screen was invert luhs cause i was holding upsaide down. what's wrong, when i never drop or do anything to it, better back to normal cause i dont feel like changing nor send it to fix. =/ tomorrow, maybe going out with sy for job hunting. and we're looking for SUPER temporary one cause we just dont feel like working for long term. anyway posting will be releasing later in the afternoon or tomorrow, all of a sudden i feel like going tp instead of sp. =/ nevertheless, i still want to get into the course i desired. anyway it's going 5, i better go get some sleep too. ciaoz
shall ring bing kor kor tomorrow, and explain everything to him thoroughly.

recently, i just dont understand what i'm feeling or thinking. sigh
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, February 17, 2008
something to be remember at 7:00 PM

yesterday, went to sweeyee house early in the morning to get my nail paint and then later left the house around 1 plus. on my way to boon lay, initially was waiting for besties they all but then cause they got something on, so i went off first. met sharon yip at outrampark, then headed down to boonlay. met lidong there, then he bring us to sharon ho house. hahs it's been so long since we last met luhs, i miss you girls so much. then, later stay at sharon ho house for sometimes then we headed to winnie's house. met besties and chaywei there, then stay at winnie's house till 6plus. and we took lots of photos, i wanna get the photos asap. :D then left with sharonyip since we're going back to hougang, and both of us agree that jurong is an unfamiliar place to us. we must meet up one day, to tour jurong with the help of sharon ho and winnie. hahs so took train, then rush to connie house. reached about 7.45pm, some already eaten was playing mahjong then join michelle, zhoudao, janice and connie for the steamboating. later, peixin reached. then michelle, zhoudao, janice and peixin wanted to mahjong, so jasmine, her stead, heng, sy, apple and i play blackjack. lost 3 bucks, hahs but fun playing with them. then jan came around 9, so we mahjong. manage to win back the loss in bj, hahs, then they wanted to go pool and the rest wanted to go home. only left michelle, connie, jan and me, went hougang green for pooling. i admit my skill drop again. ): kept losing, and also lost the bet to jan. michelle left around 11.30, but we still continue to play till 1am. then bought some food, and slack outside the coffeeshop till 2am. walk connie home, then took cab with jan and home at 2.30am. surprising, my mum never scold. anyway it's a enjoyable day luhs, it's a pity we never take photo. ):
then today stay at home whole day, playing the wahjong from viwawa with sharon yip and brother. hahs, fun. and bing korkor called me say i never tell him i already quit my job which i did luhs ! and he sound kinda unhappy, guess i got to explain to him. i better get going or else my dad going to nag.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, February 10, 2008
what's wrong ? at 2:32 AM

supposedly, this should be a saturday post but i always get to use com at around 1am so yar. anyway, started working today. just like what i expected, nobody. it's total empty, and practically everyone was like chatting among themselves happily including me. what's more, both managers weren't here so everyone kind of eat snake(chi she)? once a year, doesnt matter. gotten some hong bao too, and those regular customer i always served gave me hong bao too. thanks ! (: tomorrow shall pester bing kor kor for hong bao, cause he's the only one i dare to do it. =/ work ended super early, so sat outside and chit chat since mummy still at relative house. chat till 11 plus, then took 86 back home. sorry dearie, cant go out with you girls cause i got to work plus i'm catching kungfu dunk this monday too. i'll make up the day alright ? and i seriously miss you girl, somehow i just miss the day at dynamic asia, the fun with you girls. guess, i've got nothing to post and it's also time for me to sleep since i'm working tomorrow. ciaoz

dont make me fall for you when i shouldnt be doing that.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, February 09, 2008
second day of new year at 2:37 AM

amanda and glvin. this year, i didnt get to take photo with allarick and Aloysius. ):
have you ever see the lift with new year decoration on it ? hahs !

friday post:
today went to my er jiu house, then around 4 we left the house and cabbed down to northpoint. initially was waiting for weijian, xueling and xuefang to come, nevertheless they're still at tampines so decided to go and get our tickets first. caught the cj 7, aint a bad show but i still prefer the previous movie by Stephen chow. next movie would be kung fu dunk, hope it's gonna be what i expected to be. and i wanted to watch Sweeney Todd badly, god dammit for rating m18! shall wait for the cd or ask daddy buy for me. then weijian drove us back to er jiu house, i dint know he can drive but he drives well. just when debbie praise his driving was very steady, then bang. he knock onto the stone while parking and all of us were laughing real loud. had our dinner there, camwhore again. then msg connie, and we decided to go pooling. so met her and michelle at plaza, pool for sometimes then have a sudden urge to sing song. and we went to kbox where as michelle went home cause she got to get home by 1130. sing sing sing, then we got so bored because only got the both of us. so we on the music and sat there chat till 1am then left the place. i know it sound outrageous, cause we paid 87 bucks in total just to sing less than 10 songs and practically chatting. then later walk from plaza to mall, flagged cab and homed @ 1.45. that's all folks, i still got to work tomorrow. and FYI i'm quitting this week, hopefully 'she' allows me to go since new year is over.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, February 08, 2008
first day of new year at 12:31 AM

cousins. :D
that's when we lost the game, got clip and gave a sulky face, he's the only winner.
real blood sister.

debbie jiejie (:xuefang. (:dongyu korkor ! (:and we goes looking elsewhere. hahsmy china dang mei. (: aint she cute ?

thursday post:
okays, day goes like this. first to gramps house, slack then to my jiujiu house then slack all the way. initally, we cousins were planning to go and watch cj 7, because my biao ge sent wrong number when he wanted to send to me to confirm, and he didnt get the reply so he didnt book the ticket luhs. we were like desperately finding people see whether they have e-nets and internet not so as to help us. nonetheless, those who have e-nets not at home, and those who have internet no enets. it's really a turn off luhs, sit there and watch movie. then had our dinner, and we started to cam whore like nobody business and we're so addicted. btw cam whoring really can kills time, then we started to play zhong ji mi ma. those we got bomb, got to use the clip clothe thingy to clip their ear. and i swear that one it's superbly pain can ! my bro got the highest record, 8 on his face! hahs after that, jie long then guess word . and you can see we're really bored? fancy such an age playing this kind of game, but it's fun though. hahs then left at around 11 plus, got some angpaos tomorrow shall continue. and we cousins, are going to catch cj7 tml. hahs this coming monday, going out with jl to watch kungfu dunk. and i wonder msging him from sg to m'sia will have extra charge? if yes, i'm gonna say byebye to my next bill. uploaded photos that is taken for today, more to come. :D
and i just love my reddy reddy hair. :DD
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, February 07, 2008
happy new year ! (: at 11:45 AM

happy happy chinese new year !
okays yesterday before new year, i'm already in my dreamland. cause i work overnight on the 5thof feb, it's super tiring but fun. at the night, there isn't a lot of people. practically, i'm just sitting there, chatting as usual and listening to music. hahs then counter closed at 4 plus near 5am, then i'm still wide awake. hopping around, talking to other people making them feel energize cause they look lethargic. then awhile near 7, the morning shift people came and they take over. we went up to the office, colleague they all got bonus where as i got ang pao. =/ nevertheless, it's a good ang pao ! had breakfast, and homed. slept in the bus86, ended up i missed my stop so i alighted at sk interchange. walk around cp,checked my account and the pay had banked in. :D planning to buy somethings but every shop was closed cause it's still 9 plus. so took lrt and headed home first. rest awhile, went out with mum to rm and got my hair done. 65 bucks for that, and 30 bucks for other stuffs. there goes my 95bucks from bank. ): home and took some nap, too tired then wake up at 6pm and went to my uncle house for reunion dinner. it's stomach-filling meal, cause almost everyone can't finish the stuffs in the steamboat. right after i got home, i lie onto my bed and sleep. wake up 3am, and saw 13 msgs. lazy to reply, so this morning then i replied all. before i going to get all the ang paos, i'm going out to meet cousins they all to catch cj 7. we'll always have event for every new year and it's also a good time for gathering. poor jl, he went back m'sia ytd and now he came back to s'pore again cause his family coming here. hahs. i better get going, and prepared myself.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, February 02, 2008
undescrible feelings at 11:56 PM

met him today, and i was late. he said i'm still as usual like to let people wait for me, pass him the rackets. apparently, i wont late but i help to clean his bag thats why, so you cant blame me for being late. (: chatted, .and then he went off after awhile cause i also got to work. we shall meet up again. (: work is super tiring, and sales aint good too cause i'm situated in an "isolated" place. no luhs, is people will not notice there's a counter , thats why. and i'm so free sitting there luhs, enjoy the breeze, chatting with the korkor there. i realise, bing korkor really dotes me a lot, indeed it's my superbly good brother! (: btw, i just simply detest my chief cashier so much. cause she always pose out those arrogant and "i'm always right" looks. we here, to work our ass off and yet she only walk around for the entire day and scolding people as she like. and she's thinks everyone in the world must under her, like hello ? still dare to say me, dont know how to identify those boxes of oranges, want to keep an eye on me. korkor already told me everything, but i know how to figure out which prices is the oranges, dont believe go ask xiaohei korkor luhs. guess what, you aint better okays ? today you saw customer putting box of oranges on my counter, purposely walk pass. since you wanna play, i play with you. i asked you how much is this, which i know it anyway.and you stumbled there and still ask korkor how much then tell me. hello ! who's the one who said must know every prices of the oranges, dont depend on other people. wthell luhs, please do what you should do as a part of chief cashier, and not going around reprimand other's fault. i'm just trying to voice out my opinion cause i seriously cant stand the way you're, no wonder couple of people is quitting. anyway, work been very very hectic cause new year is drawing and gotta work overnight this coming tuesday. ): but it's still manageable for my counter luhs, guess i'm quitting soon after newyear or something like that. cause i got to at least enjoy my last few holiday before school starts again. and i wanna go out with all my girlfriends luhs ! i hate working cause it makes my relationship with all my girlf drifted apart.

i was surprised when you said that, cause i thought you long forgotten. and i sure miss those times. imu
xoxo,
you know you love me



fruitful week at 10:50 PM


SOCIAL! :D formal
informal. :D


started off with 3
then 4
5
6
7
8
9
10
1112
final! :Dbefore. o.0
after, bloated
qinhongggg. :D
they just wanna get snap yo! hahas
minminnnnn :D
do, re, mi, fa,so .
sisters
hwai shinnnnn :D
xinyong :D
shujiaaaa;D
yew yong. :D
see theng :D
fairli :D
darrennnnnn !
kelvin :D
me, min and see theng with fairli's father car.
shuminnnnn :D
me, andrew fairli.
the girls (;
steamboating!
shumin is eating my foiled strand of hair.
cynthiaaaaa :D
shumin, me and cynthia :D

yesterday marks the end of the street soccer, yay! :D entire day situated as receptionist till the end of event, was pretty good , got to watch the match . then it was social comm outing , and i swear its so fun luhs ! :D social rock hardcore yo! went kovan to meet fairli as we're going her house, but before hand went over to ntuc and cold storage to get our steamboat and bbq food. then took 113 to her house, settled down . then zuhui gave each of us a task to work with, and im assigned to marinate the food. hahah ! i swear its damn funny, and i make until the whole club tee was so dirty , xinyong was saying me luhs. that evil ! hahahs and stupid darren and qin hong , keep making fun of me just because i did something dumb. D: after which , set up everything, the bbq and steamboat then everyone started to eat. photo taking session next, was hooked to photo taking, kept going around taking photos. werent able to stay over, so left around 10plus with cynthia, shumin, zhining, hwaishin and ken . took cab home with cynthia and shumin, reached home then shower, com and i slept again while using lappy.
today woke up around 9plus, shower and went out to meet sharon dear at the 72 bus stop. saw besties on bus 101, was like so surprise luhs! miss her so much, then met sharonnn dear , took 72 to tampines. went over to tampines stadium, waited for amenda dearrr to come. after that went to gym again, had massive exercise, hope it helps! went shower after all the workout, and headed to tm. was looking for track shoe, and shoe bag but to no available. buddy called asked me whether want go watch movie not, so yars went to meet them after that. im so sorry sharonnn dear, to ps you when i asked you come out study. ): sorry dearrr ! D; trained down, and stupid them. made me waited for them like 1hour+ can, went to got my track and shoe bag already cause me 80++. D: later edward and dickson come meet me, but shangjie still got things on so they went to eat first. bought the tickets, and waiting for shangjie to come. later on, bought foods and went in to watch the money no enough2. i can say its not a bad show after all, pretty touching and i cried. ): cause some scenes reminds me of last year what had happened. sigh ); but over all the show was hilarious , heart warming. recommended. show ended around 9plus, train back to amk , then bus home . as usual tml, buddy coming to meet me. and its late now, i better go get some sleep. photos up ! :D social people do pm me, if you want those photos taken during the outing. and edited photo up sooon ! :D

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bingyuan never think before, that difficult mehs ? @@
adrain:hahahah cause nobody tell you, then i tell you :D
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you know you love me




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