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speech day ! at 11:31 PM


best fwen ! feng and me. ;D
fel and me. ;D
gossip pal. ;D
the twin and me ;Dwhat are you trying to do?!
handsome and me. ;D

finally, speech day had come to an end. it weren't that bad afterall, watch the parade. as usual, feng is still so nice looking ! haha ;D then waited at the holding room for hours and then around 3plus, finally we get to perform. ;DD we are the opening, then later go back holding room again wait and wait then 5 plus went to perform for the closing. tiring arx, was kind of nervous when performing, don't know why but i still try my best, did forget some part of my score but still alright with it. then wait for the vip all those to go, then we go back to music room, place our instrument. i was like wanted to go down laaas because i want take photo with feng and fel. but then they told me can't go down, i was like so frustrated can? because i saw some of the ug change back to their uniform so i was afraid that both of them change back to their uniform already. asking people to accompany me down, nobody want. i was like so angry till daddy came and ask me what happened, told him i want go down take photo. guess what? he actually said yes, and he allow me to go down. i was like jumping for joy, and pull connie down with me. found fel, she was at the canteen, took photo with her then later i ask her where's feng. she said don't know then looking around and then meiting told her they like got usher at the pouch. fel and i went to the pouch and saw feng ! ;D he was taking group photo with his cadets, wait for him then they like need to fall in. fel don't care just pull me and go ask him take photos with us. he agree ! he look extremely stunning, so cool and handsome. yes! i manage to pluck up the courage and take that photo with him. i was so happy about it, after that he need to fall in so say good bye and then i went to canteen grab some bites then went up to music room to change my clothes. after that went cp with a group of co memeber, eat dinner, msg feng too. tell him, he look great and thanks for taking with me. ;D then sit awhile went home. upload my photos, then edit it. chatted with darling and feng. me and feng was arguing because he said his figure is still better than me. == is because you are tall okay. then we were like laming here and there then around 12, he off because he is totally wore out. take care best fwen ! ;D and perhaps that's gonna be the last photo although you tell me that still got chance to take, hopefully we can. :] tomorrow still got co, tiring then after that going pooling. ;D somehow, my heart just getting so confuse. ):


fcuk larx !~ at 10:55 PM

speech day is a killer, teacher are insane and i'm going mad soon ~
thanks doreen darling for the present ! i love the heart necklace! i love you much much darling ! ;D


lalala~ at 11:22 PM

woke up quite early, was planning to shower then i saw this big moth inside then scare me hell out of my life and i decided not to shower. wash up, pack my thing and off to tution but before that i went to hougang clinic see doctor because the coughing seem to get worse and i'm starting to have breathing difficulty. ): cab down, when i board the cab, going to tell the uncle where to go, i suddenly no voice totally. i have to force myself out lucky the uncle is nice, he is caring. waited for 30 mins then my turn, the doctor prescribed me coughing medi and the asthma one. look like my asthma coming back. oh no i still want to pe one. ): then went for tution, can't concentrate on my work, partially because i was tired another reason is i don't understand. =x after tution, meet up with connie, went hgm study. went food court eat first then went mac study. study for 5 hours, manage to complete half of my chem and emaths. saw andy, he was working there. hahas ;D then 7 plus, leave the place, buy mee sua, gosh hgm mee sua taste so awful. i prefer plaza sing, it sure taste better than them ! pei connie to the pasar malam buy food then trained home. reach home 8 plus, chiong hmwk again then later online asked everyone what hmwk they had finish all those. was planning to do ss, then i realise i forget to bring my ss tb back. panic ! then msg alot people, all replied they now chionging too. ): then later daddy said he can send me the essays but then i need to edit. i was like okays ! so long as i can do and pass up, i don't mind re edit the whole essay. thanks daddy ! ;D manage to pia finish ss, chem left some qns dono how to do, same as emaths. arghhh tml got rehearsal. TT tiring then tml still need to chiong physcis hmwk. gosh i'm dying soon. those teachers were so brainless? keep having speech day rehearsal and yet still keep throwing piles of work down. think we are robot? work 24 hours is it? wth, speech day is a waste of time ! everyday rehearsal except for thursday and thurday i got training then friday actual day, sat, training and sunday tution again. i wonder how to i find out time to relax. anyway daddy, stop saying it's your fault. i'm fine with it already. :] stop saying sorry. its 2 am now ! i'm still here and i m still talking to daddy. daddy was saying that he's gonna be a doctor, as his child i could see for free, and when i grow up, he's gonna hire me be his cashier. haas because i told him i wanted to play that. then later we talk about our future, told him how i will treat my hubby and etc. funny larx we all. oh no i better get going or else i can't wake up tml or i will definitely sleep in class. =s finally tml i get to see my darling !! ;D i miss her hell lots. i love her and i know she love me too. haha ;D i'm still kind of missing you? this friday is drawing nearer, i will try to pluck up my courage. :]


17march !
co today, tiring and kind of boring. after that, went cp makan then went home. napped awhile then prepared and went out to meet connie, sweeyee and michelle. they said the outfit i wear today very ugly. ): mood totally ruined but no choice, so get to ps first. planning to upgrade my sim card to 3G one. ended up the starhub people told me that, must be the person itself come and change meaning my mum ! arghhh i was there !@#$% run all the way here and you told me can't? then forget it, ask mum help me claim for it. walk around then went to the food court eat the what Indonesian food, not bad. its nice. ;D then sy went off, she came along just to eat dinner with us? lame == went this fashion, to see whether i can get some nice bottom to change that so called "ugly" skirt by them. =x look around, initially was planning to buy legging to goes along with that skirt so it won't be that ugly however they don't allow to try the legging. =x then walk around, this brown dress caught my eye, took it out, look simple but decided to go and try. ended up, it doesn't look that bad at all but yet it look great. wondering to buy or not to buy, it was only 18 bucks. they said its cheap because its an overall just that you need to wear a top inside. after much consideration, decided to buy and when i'm going to pay for it, the price become $14.40, i was shocked! then i realise got 20% sale, whoot. cheap and nice dress, where in the hell you find that? hahas then change it immediately after i bought it, after that meet daddy and bunk there arcade, played awhile, so fun larx haha then off we went to the CO concert at sch. as usual, we were late again, and run ! me and connie run with heel and i nearly fall. =x the concert start at 8 and ended around 10+, not bad arx, saw our instructors and conductor. haha people performing down there, me and connie yakking about. =x then later went lao pa sha eat stringray, satay and grilled chicken. yummy ! okays, darling i'm sorry because i eat those food without telling you. =x sorry darling ! then leave the place around 11+, walk to cityhall, board the last train. then when we reach outram park, hear the announcement said that the north east line station had closed. we was like oh gosh? we try to run, the path there was pitch dark so scary can. then the station person asked us where we going, told him we want to take punggol line, he said station closed already faster leave the station as it closing in 3mins time. we were oh no, mich called her mum in fact everyone of us called our parent, get reprimanded by mum because it's going 12 already. after that, mich told us her mum asked us to cab home and she will help us pay, we will like so ps but no choice we have to.thanks mich's parent ! ;D so cab home, daddy drop off first then me. reach home 1230, mum just say something only then i told her i bought that dress, and she never scold because its cheap but she said abit short. shower, then daddy msg me after i've reach home 30 mins later, ask me reach home already. told him i reach home safely ! haha daddy so nice ! then com awhile sleep. my daddy got new name, he is not daddyJAN anymore, he is daddy NONO! haha ;D one thing making me so mad about it ! xin told me that peijia told her cp still have w850i white color one ! and that person actually said no? wth ?! i also seen quite alot of people taking white one, how can he say don't have? idiot! ):


BORING at 11:31 PM

woke up 9.30, wash up and went to dnt ssp. finally, i done some work. improve on my last prototype to a better one, gonne do the new design of the prototype. after that, went cp with fel,qin, june and jas. ate at kfc, saw keewei and Valarie anyway we told jillian we will be late. hahas then went popular buy notepad and off to co. today training totally was ? boring. not everyone was taking the training seriously, its very obvious. me and june doing hmwk, others playing other people instrument, slacking all those but still have like some da zu lorx. then later sy called say want come find us then she come school meet us when we going cp. == then went cp, da bao my dinner to the stair there, eat then after went popular buy dnt stuff awhile went home. nap abit, shower and com. edit pictures, and here i am. haha alright, i've done some maths hmwk but not all hmwk, totally have no time for other work? tml training again, then night still got concert, tell me where to take out time to do all these bloody work when my time slot is so packed with all those trainings and ssp? seriously speaking, these few days i really not very happy with it. why? other people pon, your did not say anything when i said that, you guys just give me those attitude. i said today i want go see doctor can't come for training, guess what? your did not said alright or whatever but yet give me those sarcastic thoughts and look, do think i will lie to your? how sick i am i guess your know although its just coughing and sore throat, can't i just skip one of the training to go and see doctor. why is it that other people can go see doctor when your don't even give a damn about it? i always said i want pon but ended up i still come right? i don't want because of this thing spoil our friendship nor. one of the reason i don't feel like going co is this, its so er?! its not like i go co, then slack there or whatever shit, even thought i did. so? at least i did train alright? what teacher want, i try to make it possible. but did your see or not? just see from the surface of the stuff but not seeing it deep down, there are thing that are impossible for me right, afterall i'm not music talented ? its really fcuking irritating and frustrating can? being fwen with you guys for 4 years and your still think i'm that kind of person, if it is then i'm speechless.pardon me for saying all these but i'm just stating the facts. somehow i miss your company, i miss the way how you comfort me. perhaps for now you are the one i really trust, feng. ): i really need you now for no special reason.



:] at 10:37 PM

finally, i bought my w850i yesterday. mum kept her promise :] however i bought black one, that seller told me no more white even in market place, wonder is he lying or what? ): so sad unable to buy the white one, its so nice can? anyway i'm going to plaza sing this coming saturday to redeem my 3g sims card, can video call with michelle and connie already. ;D went for dnt today for only half an hour, and i never do a single thing? =x wondering tml still want go mahx, then after that went cp eat after that went for co. today was arghhhh ? i sleep can, train the blowing section for half an hour then today got reprimanded by conductor again guess this coming tues, teacher going to scold again. totally spoilt mood, all the way to cp, kind of pms then i seem to said something that offended daddy. i'm sorry daddy. ): i was not in a good mood alright. went home straight away, sorry connie for pang seh you, i'm sorry too ): went rm bought my dinner and homed. msg darling today, so sweet of her. :] this is the reason why i love her so muchhhh and i miss her hell lots. ;D damn god, the coughing just won't get better but it seem to become worse. its so irritating, and everyone just keep asking me to see doctor but i don't want. ): mum wants me to see doctor because she's afraid that the asthma might back again. ): but i hate doctor and i hate the smell and taste of medicine. still thinking whether want to go for tml co, think most probably i will because i know daddy they all sure will not happy with me if i pon. ): and next week gonna packed with rehearsal ! damn it, it's so tiring can? and hols is ending real soon and i still left with piles of work undone! well, i feel like asking you, can we take photo on speech day? perhaps that's the last photo we will be taking together. ):


liar ! at 9:42 PM

damn ! mum bluff me, she said she will get me my w850i today ! and she never, she always like that one. ): give me empty promise, i don't care tomorrow she shall get me my phone or else i will bug her over it till she can't stand me. haas went co today, at first i thought june they all ps me, ended up they thought co 3.30 so they came late. today get reprimanded by teacher alot of times ! keep asking us for this and that, of course we are not happy but no choice for syf we have to do that. ended 5.30, keep instrument waited for jan and mich then went cp, had my dinner then home. darling bought me sweet today ! so sweet of her. :] i love you loads darling !! i miss her ): haven been seeing her for a long time already.IMISSHER ! not going for tml dnt ssp, tired so decided not to go. going to start doing my hmwk or else i sure can't finish on time. and today we talk alot, was kind of like last time. i'm glad at least now we still can be like last time. :] and damn i'm down on coughing,sore throat and headaches !


out with besties ! at 1:17 AM

11 of march
well today went out with besties ! finally this day had come, enjoyed alot today but suffered alot too. TT met her after my tution, went marina first. look for chinyee present but then still deciding so went marina walk walk. actually wanted to watch movie but then marina's show very little. so went cineleisure, catch happily N ever after. so cute and not a bad show arx, all the fairytales ending change. hahas before that, ate suki sushi, man sushi again, this whole month i'e been eating non stop. damn, this monday onward i'm going to jog cut away all the fats. i don't wanna grow fat. =x then show ended at 6+, went far east walk walk, look out for the present. and then after much consideration, we decide to go back to marina again to buy the present. me and besties damn jia lat, our heels is killing us. made until we had difficulty walking, damn pain. sit down rest awhile, okay then stand up walk not awhile the pain is back again. no choice had to bear with the pain, went arcade, played daytona, lose besties by a VERY small distance. RAHHHH then later besties's fwen weiting they all come. but awhile they jiu went off but later come find us again. =x besties and i skipped dinner today. haha for that reason nor. went bowling because waiting for jem, i played till damn sucks today. whatever, then went arcade again, this time never play, she went in find her fwen only. then jem come, so awhile leave the place at 9+, train home. manage to find a seat, rest my leg then later borrow 4 bucks from besties because i want take cab home. really can't walk with that leg man, its killing me. reached home, upload photos. i have lots of fun today besties ! haha and i love the present, sweety. :] tomorrow have phy and emaths extra class, boring ! i want rest. ): i love my darlinggggggg. you're loved, sweety. imissyou ! xD photos will be upload after i've taken from besties. :D whoot ! i'm getting either my ipod or w850i soon !! ahaha i prefer having two, try to persuade for it. =p and i think i'm losing my voice soon due to the sore throat i'm having now. arghhhhh


happy birthday ! at 11:22 PM

my mango cake. :D
before~after~

connie and me. daddy ~


mich~after that, look tired. =x

happy birthday to me and chinyee! : D
well i spent my birthday with half of de se se members. ): only daddy, mich and connie. but never mind i had lots of fun and experience the taste of death. before that had co, after that lunched at bk then later meet up and off we went to sentosa. whoot took the monorail, paid 3 bucks for that then took bus to palawan because we lazy to walk. :D went there, played frisbee, water and tried to tan but fail because the cloud keep blocking. arghhhh they bought mango cake for me! so sweet of them and they know i love mango. hees love you guys ! then nearly drown because of daddy ! ask me ! its a long story, lucky i survive or else 10th of march will become my death anniversary instead of birthday. then played till 7+ then wash up and change our clothes then back to vivo. went to sushi tei again. == wanted to eat sakae but due to everyone was very hungry so just went to the nearest restaurant. ate the curry udon, not bad. i like it. sushi tei never fail to serve those nice food. :D then ate until 10 plus, its like left us only, bill and mrted home. on the way,everyone was sleeping. then later daddy accompany me home until my house block then he told me next time better go home early because the path to walk in is not meant for human to walk. too quiet and dark. reached home 11+, shower, com. finally everything had a end. all the misunderstanding we had, its all clear now. but that's still one more stuff to settle, hopefully can sort out asap. i'm glad that now we are able to be fwen again. :]


fuck it ! at 10:33 PM

damn it ! thing isn't going well again. why ? one thing down, another come. is it very fun to keep making me feeling so bad or angry with it? please, now i din't even said anything even if i have, i only said privately with my fwens. unless that's someone trying to .. should know what i want to say. but i beg you guys, stop it. it's enough, spare some thoughts for me can? please, handling all these stuffs i'm tired. worse now, me and him can't even be fwen. is this what your want to see? making the whole thing bad, me and him so much of misunderstanding. now when we see each other, just like stranger. someone i don't even know, can't even msg and he some how block me in msn. why? can't we even be fwen like what we had said earlier, you told me, we still can be the bestest fwen, share our stuffs. but now, are we able to be that bestest fwen again after so much of things had happened. i definitely believe you would have bad impression on me, but i really really want you to know what's happening deep down but not what others had tell you about because who knows they are stating the fact or what and making you hating me more and more as each day had pass. seriously, i don't want to lose this friend of mine because i have lose you for being that special person. ):


ptm ~ at 11:53 PM

well yesterday parent meeting, WEREN'T that bad because i got mdm kaur which is a relief as those who got mr singh, was pretty bad? he like so? told every parent to confiscate his or her child phone or forbid them from using com. and he talk damn long can, like one parent he can talk up to 30 mins++. mum was outside waiting then she said " wah your cher talk very long, we are here to listen the result not to listen other things." i was like haas ya lorx and mum and i pray hard not to get him because mdm kaur came in at 6+ and god answer my prayer. hahas i got her, she said my result is improving compare to last year. i was wow? haha improving, good good but english still need to put in more effort. she still asked last year and this year i mix with who, i told her last year was sweeyee they all this year was felicia they all then she immediately said ya ya confirm is the kind of fwen she mix. like opps ! so bad =x and she told my parent about my hair again actually its was my dad started it first because he asked school allow student to keep long fringe and mdm kaur said no and she said she warn me two times and i told her i cut it. it's the fact what?! i did cut okay just that now i wanted to keep it long what. that's how my ptm goes.and i won 13 bucks while gambling with daddy and by at daddy house ! so shiok can? daddy like lost 20++bucks, by no win no lost. they played what in between one larx, serious speaking you can earn 10 bucks like in 5 mins of the game but you can lose until very jia lat too.but overall i'm the big winner and daddy and by couldn't believe they actually lost to me because this is my first time playing. hahas today, lesson as usual. then assembly, it's was boring was talking all the way with sweeyee. then combine ssp in the hall after that went for co. ended 5 plus waited for mich and daddy, mich and me went home together. slacked then 8 plus went home.4 more days to my birthday. somehow deep down i still feel kind of lonely even thought on that day my awesome fwen will accompany me. =x haiish and my heart is in a mess right now. ):


happy birthday at 11:59 PM

happy 16teen birthday feng and fel ! :]

well today went tution, bought mac for breakfast. gosh seriously from tml onward i'm gonna cut down on my diet because i have been eating lots of junk food. man and i need to start exercise before things turn bad. =x finally ! i understand the last few parts of vectors! whoot and then after tution, went hougang green with apple, borrow comic then went cp bought food and homed. use com, and here my first blogskin up! first attempt, hopefully not that bad. apple said still got room for improvement and i think so too. :] then later went temple pray then watch the lion dancing then went for dinner. and i'm here to online again, this few days keep using com, need to stop the temptation of using it. tomorrow will be leaving class at 9am! whoot because going for syf rehearsal. hahas then 6.15 got ptm, wonder this year what my teacher will say about me, most properly will say i keep talking in class. =xx 6 more days to 10th march ! hoho xD and 7 more days to meeting up with besties ! whoot ! i miss besties alot. ): ithinkilikeyou?


connie and sweeyee house at 11:03 PM

alright, today went connie and sweeyee house. of course, i met up with daddy but guess what he late for one hour! when i was at my house station there, he msg me he just woke up when the time is 11.08. at first i thought its okay, he won't took a very long time to prepare so wait for him and he still replied me don't regret for waiting him. then after waiting for him for one hour, i was kinda of regretted ! but then later he explaint to me what happened, i understand so its not his fault too. :] took 161 together, then met up with sy and mich and apple's block. well she din go, because she said her dad don't allow. tried our best, but still can't so no choice. went connie house first, ate like seoul garden those type one, the black pepper chicken marinated by her mum, damn nice larx ! i like it so much siax, the soup also nice. after that, played mahjong. i lost all the way until the 6th round, then starting to win siax. but then when i starting to win they jiu want to stop the game. like rahhhhhhhh forget it, then watch show. then we called xin whether she coming, then guess what, she is at that person house larx. we was like #$%^&. forget it lorx, since .... i shall not mention. then went sweeyee house, that time i was like kinda of pms-ing? quiet quiet, then daddy asked me what happened, i was like kind of attitude to him. sorry daddy ! fetch dao because he don't know how to come. eat again ! holy shit, guess this month, i'm gonna gain 1-3 kg siax. before that, play blackjack, and i lost again! damn today i'm down on luck man. i found out something which really hurt me because i can't imagine you will do that. haiish perhaps really it's time for me to get over it. totally down then daddy tried cheering me up but still kind of sad and also trying not to think about it. after that, mahjong again ! first few rounds, watch daddy they all played after that took over daddy. guess what? i keep winning like so shiok at least today mahjong session i did not lose badly. =xx around 9+, my dad called me said want come fetch me, was kind of sian anyway daddy also going to his fwen house. so everyone decided to go home, mich connie sy and me, sat at the void deck to wait for my dad. then actually was thinking to go meet daniel kor because he before that wanted to come at meet me when i'm still at sy house but then no choice my dad come fetch me. chat on the phone with him awhile then later reach home 10+, use com, shower and here i'm ! haha well thats all for now, i'm pretty tired today and till now i'm still very full ! =s and this whole week have been reaching home like 9+ and all my fwen's parent are not happy with them including me. need to change, sec4 already. =x