Strumming Some Heartstrings


Thursday, May 19, 2005
sadd... at 10:13 PM

i'm tired ...y muz al those unhappy thing fall on mi n i noe i'm nt e one sufferin )): bt wat can i do..sit dere pretendin nth had happened at al..tis ish impossible n i'm tinkin tt thing r gettin out of hand..i can't handle animore!!!
i've been oweas wanted to cut moiself bt i juz dun haf e gut to do it..dey might tink i oweas jk wit dem abt tis matter bt i tink it goin to happend soon...i cried bt i cried inside moi hart cuz i wanna ku oso ku bu chu lai..tear juz doesn't roll off fro moi eyes..it hurt n make mi suffer in e dark,pls i dun wanna unhappi thing wad i wan ish happiness..in frenz n thing..i reali beri upset abt moi result n i onli haf 1 word to sae ish SLACK ...i slack durin tis MYE, i regret liao n moi parent doesn't seem to b satisfied wit moi result..juz cuz of tis word SlACK make mi beri upset abt it...n nw al i could do ish juz buck up lohx nw regret oso no point ...
i cried at nitex n nobody seem to noe..durin e dae u can c mi perfectly fine bt durin nitex i seem to b another person..nt e active leen ish e weak leen lerx..weak n useless ..i pray everynitex..n hope tml will b a beta day..bt it seem lky it e dae i pray will nv come..wad if tml nv cum..hu noe..nobody can predict future..n does it mean tt al moi happiness will juz stopped at dere??? IMPERFECTION>>>>tis word does suit mi..a ger lky mi useless,moi stupidlity,self-centred,uncarin, livin in this world will onli cause unhappiness n nt happiness fer ppl..i tryin moi best to do wadeva i can bt it seem lky wadeva i do..nobody ish satisfied wit it de..so wad e point of doin it..somehw i oso pray tt god can take mi away 1 day as soon as possible. . .wad e point of ppl care abt mi..e more dey care abt mi ..e more i feel guilty..cuz dey oweas care abt mi n wad i do ish sayin thing awful lky 'lafe sux'..no matter hw dey consult mi..i stil e same...i'm selfish,i care abt myself n i reali feel beri guilty..n i wanna to sae 1 word these ppl >>> amelia jie,huimin jie,fengyuan,jan,connie,eddie,apple,michelle,zhoudao,
peixin,claris n sweeyee i'm srry!!!
i'm tired`wanna sleep forever )):
xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, May 18, 2005
sadd.. at 10:00 PM

so long nv update lerx..haha bz wit MYE n oso com oso spoilt at tt time siax..
todae beri piss n upset too..get bck al moi result lerx..piang tis time badly done lohx..al e mark ish 50-69 de..beri upset siax..den somemore stil fail lit siax..oh manx..kor ask mi nt to b too sad lerx muz buck up lohx..den after sku go cp ma den lata quarrel wit sy lohx den mi n connie we walk alone lohx..den lata cum blame mi ..fine lohx..i treat it everything ish moi fault lohx..kor ask mi tml recess to find him haix..dun haf e gut to find him lohx..todae i finally cry le..i ren le hen jiu den suddenly cry siax dono y..i feel so stress n fan lohx..can anione lent mi a shoulder ??? tt al fer nw..i reali no mood to rite..

i reali beri sad siax)):
xoxo,
you know you love me




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