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Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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because of euu. at 10:34 PM

i'm afraid. haiish wad totally happpening to me?! jus cried n i cried fer very long. haiish why why i haf tis kind of thoughts n feelings. shldn't ie trust him, love him jus lky wad ie do last time?! why issit i no confident wit him since feb sumtin happened. haiish i myself oso dono why .. when i get to be wit him .. i tend to haf tt been loved de feeling bt why issit when he not wit mi, the way i feel ish totally diff. lerx. haiish .. well if nx time if euu really can't come out den don come out lerx,ie don wan euu to quarrel wit ur parent den make yourself more stress ... haiish ie dono wad to say .. nw i jus feel freaking tired, stress,sad and kind of hurt. x(( i jus nd someone to be my listening ear, bt hu will willing to be.sobx .. seriously ie don tink anyone understand mi. x(
thx to sweeyee,eugene,peixin n connie x)

because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hardI ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can t possibly break
When it wasn t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
Iam afraid

Because of you
Because of you


happy at 11:02 PM

alright .. todae i'm happy. haas. x) gif half of the b'dae present bt stil not finish yet. stil got part 2 de. x) haas. the libraby thingy .. hack care lerx. i'm jus gonna pay that freaking hell 35 bucks fer nth bt jus wanna end the matter ASAP. won be usin com often. common test cuming .. nd study lerx. x)

whee~baby thx fer acc me todae wor. haas. heartx euu. mwah


argh!!! + ie miss him so much.x( at 8:03 PM

argh .. now feeling so fan siiax,how i wish i can vent all these out siiax .. haiish ie miss him so much.*sobx* den today mi n apple go sy hse do hmwk den turn out we jus only done 3 or 4 qns cuz we spending 1hr+ surfing nets n chit-chatting. dots den lata eugene ask us whether wan go bowl wit him mahx denoso got ask his cousin, alvin. don really feel lky goin de den sy lky super .. haas den bo bian acc. her go lorx end up i qutie happy cuz i ply well todae. whee~ den lata go walk walk den apple lky look so pek chek guess probably she angry wit us bahx cuz we kind of ps her den in the end we guys go buy thing den she sae wan go somewhere else den lata jiu msg mi she go hm lerx.=.= alright ie noe her feeling. srry apple!! den lata acc. sy go cp den she go work, left mi alone den walk ard cp lorx. den until i go library change my mood totally siiax. wan go dere borrow yet end up i nd pay a huge amounts!! fcuk!! ie go check my card den realise got 2 bks nv return n i don even tink i borrow it b4 lorx. ish chinese de den fro last yr till now den total cost was lky 32 bucks lidat!! oh gosh i was totally shocked lorx den go check wit the librarian den ask me cal the wad shit de .. den the ger tel mi whether got lost my ez-link b4 den i sae yeah den she sae ish my responsiblity liao so i nd to responsible fer the 2 lost books!!! den i was lky damn fuck up lorx .. where the hell to find that two bks !! oh pls !! i begging those that time got use my card to borrow book den forget to return that 2 bks ..pls return !!! ah!! ie goin crazy lerx larx .. baby where euu?! when i nd euu the most, u're oweas not beside me. sobx i feel lky crying rite now. haiish ..

baby ie seriously miss euu loads. x((


ah!!! at 11:59 PM

STRESS!!


when can i haf a gd rest .. feeling to tired lerx .. wish that i haf a shoulder to lean on .. lafe sark manx ..
education ruined me!! argh!! >.<

baby how i wish i can lean on ur shoulder, ie miss euu so much .. xsr right now ..



STRESS!! at 5:39 PM

argh!! totally stress out lerx.
tired siiax .. haiish why i haf tis feeling again ..aren't i happy wit my life rite now?! bt why i stil got tis being left out de feelings lehx .. why?! i myself oso dono how to ans tis qns .. x(

why tis words 'lafesark' once again appear in my head again?! am'i too stress lerx?!


stress!! at 10:54 PM

alright .. i feel kind of stress siiax. n ish maths maths maths again. oh gosh whenever i close my eyes,the word "MATHS" will pop into my mind. ARGH!!!! i'm goin crazy sooner or later. serious lorx. so long as one day got maths mean got maths hmwk to do. oh crap manx..and last wk i've lots of tests n i oledi fail my maths n geo oledi. stil go ss n chem haven take back n now i onli pass my freaking chinese. CRAP!!! i simply hate my sec3 lafe!!! xs bt tml ish my big day n 'm gonna take one day off n go enjoy myself wit mybaby. x) jus bought his present hahax.. hope he lky it. n to chinyee .. erm i was kind of lazy to do that quiz mayb wkend den i do. haas. alright kind of short posts. x))

tml ish valentine .. haas i'm looking forward. haas. x)))


argh!!! at 10:26 PM

omg i tink i gonna fail my freaking hell maths test siiax. its was lky totally dono how to do al the qns siiax. siianx mon gonna stay back n do the 1oo qns n take the re test .. the worst ish tml stil got CROSS COUNTRY RUN. argh!! i don wanna run n i bet i'm gonna walk all the way till the end point. haas. den lata go michelle hse do things haas n mayb sun go out buy things. whoo~ i can't c baby for 4 days .. sobx i will miss yoo till crazy siiax .. sobx.. hmmx den tink todae connie nt happy wit us after co bahx. SRRY CONNIE !!! tink because .. haiish don wan say i noe i oso got fault larx bt seriously i not purposely de. todae co oso .. haiish bo wei kong siiax. as a.. i don wana say larx .. haiish bt don really wish to c that happened again lerx lorx cuz i really treat euu as my good fwen lerx. xs

so guilty n confuse ..


siianx+ happy?! at 12:21 AM

well well .. todae went out wit connie sweeyee eugene n win win. hahax go watch the i not stupid too. wao that show darn nice. ish a must watch de. meaningful n will cry de. haas b4 that mi n connie went kbox hahax. sing fer 2hrs+ nia yet total charge $44.28 lehx!! omg darn ex. abit regret siiax bt bo bian oledi go in liao den jiu sing lorx. we lky wa dran crazy inside siax. hahax den sy keep calling den we bo bian jiu 3 come out lerx cuz catch 3.1o show den todae oso saw alot of ppl siax. hahax den the show last abt 2hr+ hahax den after that we guys pei sweeyee to bugis den walk to og wit her cuz she wan meet her aunt.-_-'' den lata eugene n win win take cab lorx. hahax mi n connie board for free de. whee~ xp den go kovan cuz dey wan go ply pool. hahax we can go in lehx. song bo .. hun jin qu de. hahax. bt b4 tht dey go meet sokling dey al where as we saw siew hin dey al bowling .. haha den we go tel dem we can go in the pool den dey lky hahax darn angry cuz b4 that dey got ask can or not bt the ppl dere tel them cannot. hahax. den dey lky wan go tried again den jiu okay lerx den sit dere see dey al ply so siianx.. mi n connie lky zuo bo litdat.. bt den siew hin dey al not bad larx got let us ply tho eugene dey al oso got ask us wan to ply bt pai seh siiax dey al so pro de. hahax now den realise my pool skill ish actually slightly BETA den connie.. hahax. blehx den ard 9 den leave den leave awhile eugene msg mi n connie sae why we din stop when he shout fer us .. we din even hear it wor. srry arx hahax. den lata go my relative hse awhile lorx .. was msging eugene n baby .. hass tt all bahhx.. so tired tml den blog. haas.

todae feel lky nv spent alot of money siax. movie ticket,taxi fare n pool all people treat one. so pai sei. onli pay for the kbox thingy. blehx.