Strumming Some Heartstrings


Sunday, August 26, 2007
what's wrong with me lately ? at 6:50 PM

have been thinking of somethings recently, and i really have no idea why am i thinking of that ? anyway, this week is like usual, busy with works and ssp. two more days, would be the start of prelims and it's time for me to study. i admit i'm consider last mintue mugger, i cannot study too early cause nothing can goes in my mind. and dnt deadline is drawing nearer, folio is on the way completing so it's pretty okays for me . now i'm left with ss, chem and dnt homework to be done, and study physics as there is a mock test going on tomorrow. and i'm so pissed of with my brother, he got his com virus and send for repair and now he is using my com and download whatever shit in it. now i don't even have the chance to use com luhh, imagine 3 people waiting to use for one com ? i just started using for awhile, and my sickening brother came and nag at for com. bloody damn, how i wish his com faster get repair and get his arse off my com. guess i've nothing to post, a pretty short post for today and i'm off to my works.

the thoughts of yours still lingers on me now, and it's making me yearning for you more. it's been 7 months ..
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, August 19, 2007
this is not i want afterall. at 8:30 PM

well, slept at 6 am today, was completing my work. then woke up at 9, wash up and prepare to go out. actually i can reach there on time de, nevertheless while i was walking half way out, mum called me and say she only give me 100 bucks instead of 150 bucks for the tuition fees. so i was like oh gosh, have to walk back again. told her going to late so cabbed down, waiting for cab from my house was like .. no cab at all luhh. waited like for 15 mins, should have take lrt instead. then reach there 1015 like that, told tutor the reason and she say is acceptable so it's okays. hahas and i did her work alright ! then ended around 1 plus, went hougang green have lunch with apple. then headed to skcc to check out something for yang, and he was at cp luh. =x we were like so dumb luh, near each other then still can't find each other. chatted awhile, headed home before that went to rm to photocopy some ws and bought seventeen mag. reach home, took a nap and now here i'm. going to do my physics homework later on and study chemistry. going to be a tough week from now onwards. i must jia you lerh ! and i realise my dad had already bought the disturbia cd, shall watch it when i'm free.
if only, now you would just care a lil bit. perhaps things would not turn out so bad. where are you friend ? the one that would comfort me when i'm down ? this time is my turn saying this, i don't want because of that incident and affected us alright ? can i say this to you ? sigh
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, August 18, 2007
if only things go that way . at 11:33 PM

English oral went pretty okay for me, during the conversation and picture part, i talk a lot so i think i can make it. before the oral, i was damn nervous, afraid that i will screw up because i'm the first one. nevertheless, things went fine, and i'm glad about it. told mrs cheng about it, she say not bad, i was like phew, finally. and i finished my dnt product ! was like finally ?! anyway deadline is drawing nearer, so have to buck up on my folio now. brought the product home as i need to add somemore things and just now mum was like saying things that turns me off. zz !
me: mi, i finish my dnt liao.
mum: ooh that red color one ? what's that?
me: to hold wire one, yeps something like that.
mum: issit? i thought piggy bank lehs, cause it look so alike. haha
me: zz
do my tuition homework, tomorrow going to do school work and then revise my work. one more week to prelims! and i'm those last mintue mugger, so i hope i could do well in my prelims. anyway have been doing quite well for both science and humanities, now i only need to brush up on my english and emaths. still quite weak in it, but i'm sure i can make it if i put in a lot of effort. (: alright, i'm off to do my homework and i miss talking to daddy ! now he also never talk me, looks like now he doesn't even treat me as his daughter. you're just another liar, all that you've say, it's just only a lie and i actually believe it. let me ask you, have you ever treated me as your best friend ? i guess i'm just someone you will turn to anytime you like, when you don't need me, you just dump me aside. is this call friend ? i really treat you as my very good friend, nevertheless what i got back is this kind of treatment? you're really a very selfish person. sorry if i offended you by saying this, but i just wanted to say, have you ever consider about how i feel ? think about it, friend. and do you still remember what you had said? " i'm sorry about it, don't let this affect us alright? " who is the one saying this and yet now doing it another way round.

7 months.. i still think of you. why ? you've gone so long, why am i still like that? silly thoughts of mine.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, August 13, 2007
chinese o level. at 6:38 PM

i'm utterly disappointed with the chinese result i got, nevertheless i knew i will get this kind of result because i did not put in much effort this time. now what i can do is start study chinese again, do the 5 years series and retake again. friends around me also did not get the result they want, some even cried. faint heart never won fair lady, it's true. we really must put in alot of effort in order to achieve the thing we want. alright, i think i have nothing to post. off to complete my dnt and other homework. anyway i'm on the way of finishing my dnt although the whole product change but i'm glad it's finishing soon. (:

from that day onwards, i knew things will not be the same like last time how we do anymore. somehow, i just missed those days when we share our laughters, fun and secrets with each other. but now, we were like stranger, not talking to each other like how we do, all the funs. sigh can we still remain like how we do last time, best friend? perhaps, i've already leave a very bad impression on you but that time you just don't give me a chance to explain myself. now, i'm sort of being blacklisted by you. sigh those unexplained reasons, and i miss talking to this best friend of mine. ):
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, August 12, 2007
it's just keep coming more and more. at 5:50 PM

i'm so dead luh, manage to paste all the physics worksheet into the book but yet not completing it. it's hell lots, and my brain just don't seem to be working right at this moment now. still left with those homework i mentioned on the previous post, i don't think i would be able to complete all by today.maths worksheet is on loci and vectors ! i seriously hate vectors this chapter luh! i just don't get it although it's a pretty easy chapter, and now i have to do this freaky worksheet luh. i bet it would take up an hour for me to complete it luhh. oh well, i can't blame teacher for giving so much homework, it's for our own good anyway. came home right after tuition, alone at home till now. mum they all went out, and i not sure whether they are coming back home or go back to gramps house. i've got lots of things at home and need to bring down to gramps house, hopefully they come back here or else i've to cab down to my gramps house.doing loci now, still okays with it. planning to finish it in 15 min times, and tomorrow is the result of chinese o level. i'm so afraid to get the result, because i think i did not put in much effort. if i'm able to get a borderline A2, is more than enough, i don't expect much. english oral this coming wednesday, and i'm the first one. shitty head, i bet i'm gonna screw all up. i'm not prepare luh, guess i have to ask michelle to help me, give me a trial. right just received call from mum, they are coming back first. yes ! i don't need to cab down to my gramps house using my pocket money and dad coming back soon. well i better stop posting or else i would not be able to finish my works. by the way, michelle's video was remove because she don't want us to post it up as she said is so maloo and dumb. =X so no choice.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, August 11, 2007
piles of works left undone at 11:58 PM


a short video of the firework . (:

slept at 5 plus in the morning yesterday, accompany sy audi. woke up by aunt's call today around 10 plus, asking me whether want to go town with her and cousin they all. wash up, do some physics work and meet up with yang at rm for lunch around 12 plus. then slack slack around, bought lunch for sis and bro. saw besties ! and her group of friend. so surprising to see her luhh, and i miss her hell much. she was like asking me why i with yang then i just told her we come out for lunch lorh, and she told me something too. hope that things would turn out good, besties you've my shoulder. (: anything happened just text me or give me a call alright? i love you, sweety. (: use com, and then try to do some emaths hmwk. oh well, it's like i still left piles of works undone. wasted the whole holiday, but manage to do some hmwk today and i gonna finish it by tomorrow. quite alot, i still left 5 chapts of physics, 3 chemistry worksheets, 3 emaths worksheets, geography assignment, english ws and update dnt folio. after doing all this, have to revise social studies and chemistry. man tomorrow gonna be a tough day, somemore still have tuition in the morning. later i still have to clear my bed, all my hmwk was scattered all around on my bed, especially the cut out of the physics worksheet. damn! nevermind all i've to do is bear for this two months, and i'll be free. for now, i should get my priority right and do what is important now. stop gaming and start my revision, i'm way too back. well, i better go get some sleep or else tomorrow i would not be able to concentrate on my lesson. ps: apple uploaded michelle's video during the ndp and the fireworks. the video on michelle is funny luhh, i laugh my ass off. take a look people, it might take sometimes to load.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, August 10, 2007
it turns out to be like that at 7:14 PM






us :Dapple :D

daddy :D

sweeyee :D
girlfriends :D

michelle :D
connie :D

yesterday went to merlion park to watch the parade with michelle, sweeyee, peixin, connie, daddy and xuanjin. meet up with sy, mich and xuanjin first, have a hard time finding the place. was asking people how to go, then me and mich haven eat our breakfast and lunch. so we was walking around to see whether there's any fast food restaurant but all we can see is office buildings around and those expensive restaurants. walk till raffles place and we took train back to cityhall again. had bk for lunch then cabbed back to the place because we were so lazy to walk back luhh. while later, connie, daddy and xin came. parade was fine, no different just that it's held at different place this year. there's just some inconsiderate people, they would just try their best to squeeze their butt in and claim that the place was their when the facts is not. we were so pissed off by them luh, as if they never watch the parade before, and we were shouting, yelling and commenting them. they just seem to turn a deaf ear until everyone started groaning that they cannot see a single thing then they willing to sit down. seriously hate this kind of people, anyway the fireworks still as nice as ever, took quite alot of photos of it. after that, went to marina square. had a hard time walking there, damn lots of people and we had to squeeze with them in order to walk there. worse still the police block the road and stopped the mrt, and everyone just jam there. so we decided to pool first, nevertheless the pool there needs ic in order to play. so we drop the idea of pooling and went kbox, because the rate for the day only 4.20 without charging those dogfood luh. sang till 12plus, and there was some dice game, daddy joined and he kinda won. the prize was some coupon for kbox one, and he gave it to apple as he don't really into kbox. dad came to fetch us home, daddy they all was expecting a fast ride. too bad luhh. haas as i said, is too heavy behind. reach home around 1 plus, shower, audi then slept.
woke up around 2 plus today, sy keep calling me cause we was suppose to go out and study. but it's already noon by the time i reach already evening so didn't go . went to my gramps house to get my work and meet sy to photocopy my ws and get book. reach home awhile, around 7plus went out with daddy they all. went hougang plaza pool, both pool center full house so have to wait. in the mean time, went to have my dinner with michelle first , connie and daddy stay there to wait for the table. waited for an hour, manage to get 1 table, however i just played one game of it and for some reasons i had to go home. was so pissed off luhh, the thought of it making me boil again. shower, then do some phy hmwk. now online and then going audi with sy, got the rest of the photos from apple, shall upload some of it later after audi. (:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, August 05, 2007
things just go on like that. at 8:50 PM

went for the heats on thursday and friday, joined the 4x100 and 4x4oo relay. for 4x1oo relay, weiting rachel and yingduan was the runner. thought we came in 4th, great job girls. (: as for the 4x400, was chinyee rachel and peixin. i was so afraid that i would let them down as i'm not a long distance runner but they gave supports. thanks girls, and we came in the second. (: and i hope that chinyee is alright now. right after that, went pooling with mich, connie and xin. i cannot even remember when is the last time i pool, and i swear that my skill disprove. i kept losing, and i'm so pissed off luhh. went off with mich around 8 plus with mich because both of us wanted to catch the show " forensic heroes" on ch55. it's nice luhh, quite similar to csi. then yesterday, went to school for dnt early in the morning. but mrs foo banned us from going in the workshop because we wore slipper, and it's like wasted our time. so we went hougang point and walked around, then headed to xin house till evening and home. done my tuition hmwk, audi and on the phone with yang, then awhile off to bed. had tuition today, tutor was pleased with our performance and she said i still need to put in more effort in maths. alright i will thought i hate it. =x then headed to cp, look for notebook and lunch then home. right recently i'm so addicted to audi again, anyway i'm like playing it on weekends so i think it's okay. well, off to audi again, then later go do my physics summary and arrange my ss file. and i miss my doreen darling and besties lots. ):
if only things could just goes on like that ..
xoxo,
you know you love me




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