Strumming Some Heartstrings


Sunday, January 28, 2007
confuse at 9:38 PM

i feel so confuse, perhaps i really think too much because they just talk to each other often and really are just friend but yet i thought its was far more than that. i'm sorry for the attitude i gave you, sorry for not trusting you in the first place. because of that time that incident, i become more sensitive. now i wish everything could just ended, and i would definitely change to not so easy jealous, don't vent my bad mood on you and don't think too much. i have thought about it, perhaps its really my fault for blaming you too close to other girl while i myself are doing that without knowing it. boy, i'm truly sorry. don't get angry with me. :( went tution today, teacher said i'm not concentrating. ): then today was totally down, went home but before that ate my lunch. catch some sleep, woke up. use com. have dnt research lorx still got other hmwk haven do. i don't feel like going to school larx. ): darls like not feeling, hope he rest well bahx. takecare of yourself my dear, now i can't take care of you promise get well soon okay. i really love you. and
happy birthday eddie kor. :]
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, January 27, 2007
haiish at 11:33 PM

well, idiot msn keep lagging me out and i can't even have a proper conservation until i re-install the whole thing. dumbass ! today went out with mich and connie, initially wanted to buy book but yet up never so we went vivo city. bought that brown shirt+dress and one red and black tees from forever21. still got few more stuffs to buy and today i did not bring enough money so can only walk walk for the rest of the day, saw quite alot of stuffs maybe getting it next week bahx. today so tiring walk so many places and i still got tonns of work to finish. arghhh sianx tml still need to do dnt research. boring ! anyway this few days quarrel with darls, i ain't in a good mood, have sleepless night and no appetite too. haiish i just wish this quarrel would just end soon and me and darls could back together like last time how we do.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, January 26, 2007
fcuk larx ! at 9:18 PM

speechless- i'm totally not in the mood of doing any stuffs right now. how i wish you know how important you are to me, i just fear of losing you thats why i will become like that. i don't wish to do that too.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, January 22, 2007
BOO ! at 6:35 PM

well today had chem practical and guess what, i hurt my hand while lighting the bunsen burner! oh man, dumb me. fancy lighting up a burner also can hurt myself. then had dnt, somehow i got idea what to do for my project. yays ! thats was good for its a good beginning. : DD then geo ms mel weren't here again, haiish had missed quite alot of her lesson somemore common test is around the corner, i meant SOON ! like hell? so fast, lucky only test 4 subjects. after that, mich and apple came my house for no particular reason before was actually waiting for darls but ended up he told me not to wait for him which hai wo bai gao xing yi chang. he sooo bad ! he tomorrow better bring me home ! then mich they all turn my place up and down. man, lucky i ask them to help me clear before they go. alright my parent is coming back soon, gonna switch off the com before they come back. =p anyway i've got maths to do and chem to study. :s two more days to 24th ! :]
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, January 20, 2007
stress at 11:35 PM

seriously, i starting to think that i'm unable to cope with all these sec4 stuffs. so stressful, hardly take out time to rest, all the time are occupied by hmwk and co training. i nearly cried the day before, maybe because i'm too frustrated by all the piles of work and recent things happened around. but i'm glad that now baby and i are back to normal again, that time i'm so afraid that he would leave me,but after what we had chat today. i've much more confident with this relationship, i hope baby do. :] i love you truck loads ! today done my dnt and some maths hmwk, tomorrow going have maths tution. going to ask teacher about the new chapter cause i still don't understand then hopefully baby tomorrow could come fetch me. :] so i could ask him chinese too. even thought he can't, its okay because he accompany me today. its been such a long time we din go out together due to work and cca, went cp with him. then went library actually looking for my dnt research but sad thing is i can't find any then watch lion dance at cp. so cute larx. :DDD hahas i like the lion esp when they blink their eyes. then one more thing, baby saw my dad and he was stunned ! then he talked to my dad afterthat i come back, then baby's face so red and heart pumping fast, it applied to me too. hahas today i felt so loved by you, i promise i wouldn't never do it again. :] i meant what i say but sometimes i might do it again but give me the times alright baby? i love you. :] and guess what? i saw besties yesterday at cp. haha she called me and then i met her then we sit down and chatted awhile. oh besties you're missed by me ! : DD and whats more today is daddy jan birthday. happy 16th birthday daddy ! :DD forever my great daddy as ever.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, January 16, 2007
stress arx ! at 9:11 PM

well, this few days its like so busy, stress. crap ! then having mrs cheng class, always make me so tense and stress. rahhh don't like her english class, tomorrow still have to write an essay, die die TT went for chem tution after social studies ssp, tiring cause its too far away. perhap i'm not tution anymore, when i reach there its like so tired and can't concentrate on the work. maybe going to tution with darls or his fwen help me, i definitely need a chem tution for this year is o level, gonna get good result too. now i'm so tired and i still got bao zhang bao dao to do and tml still got chinese test and pe and after school got physcis ssp that start on 3pm don't know what time end. :( somemore co is going to have 3 days training, stressful and tired. hopefully can cope until o's level finish bahx. i miss darls alot alot alot, really alot. :(
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, January 14, 2007
sp concert!! at 11:17 PM

today went sp concert. quite boring perhaps of the songs we din heard before thats why very sianx bahx . sy keep complaining, dumb her want watch still complaint so much somemore before go still late for one hour ! shyt her, make us so angry. then sp so farr arx, took 74 then 1hour+ reached there, don't know still want go that school not so far. anyway spco got eddie kor !! haha saw him but then we now like so mo sheng never talk just hi-bye nia. boo then later darls msg me, he said want come fetch me. hees :DD so nice of him then around 8 met him at monfort bus stop then we took 161 back to sk. went cp ate my dinner then went popular wanted to buy sketchbook but ended up out of stock . rahhhh lousy popular ! =x then went walk walk then jiu took 86 home lorx. thanks darls for fetching me home, love him so much. really don't want that thing to happen again lerx. i just want you to be with me. thats all. :] darls i love you truck loads !!! mwah :DDD
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, January 13, 2007
confuse >: at 10:35 AM

Haven been blogging for like a week ? its been such a busy week ever since school started, homework, tests, rushing the chapter in order to complete it all before may. dnt o level theme is out, damn i have no idea what to do for that stupid theme. its been so stress since school just started not very long, and i'm wondering how to suffer when o's is drawing nearer. and guess what felicia yesterday bite my hand !! idiot her, bite till i cry cause its so pain, red and swollen arx. dumb her ! during the class don't talk to her already. then darls was beside me mahx then he thought felicia won't bite me so hard but he was wrong !! then he's like so shocked to see me cry. =s the rain have been raining for 3 days no stop. later flood everywhere then school have to stop, i will be glad man. but then dream on larx, its would happen anyway. hahas hmmx i just have a uneasy feeling and i really wish to tell darls about it but yet i scare will make him angry. =x
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, January 05, 2007
busy ! at 8:17 PM

first few days of school already keep hearing teacher talking about o level o level and O LEVEL !! faint, then started lesson today and one thing is i get caught for hair ! wth?! so short still catch, might as well cut botak, touch collar then not allow. what the heck goes wrong with this school, damn it anyway i won't cut it. i swear ! ssp starting next week, sianx arx ! stress stress ! need to purchase some guide books too. the time spent with darls gonna cut down, and this few week i'm not very happy for he's sooooooooooo busy larx and like can't spent it with me. forget it next few month will be the same too larx. anyway i hate sec 4 life larx. sucks! cca carnival today, and co was like freaking kiasu everywhere also paste the poster. == but ended up the number of people joining is so pathetic latx anyway we stepping down soon. arghhh ! having moodswing agaiN!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, January 02, 2007
HMWKING at 9:08 PM

alright today meet up with jas and sy to do the hols hmwk, and guess what ang sweeyee that women, late for bloody one hour 30 mins ! idiot ! make me starve, later my darls come kill you. =p ate lunch at kcf, done our hmwk there at least manage to complete some. well tomorrow have to wake up early early ! darn why school start so first when we only enjoyed less than two months of hols. crap, tml tml tml. i hate tml! anway won't be blogging like last time, will only be able to use it on weekend. BOO ! sianx my audition TT nvm play it once awhile lorx. going to buy some guide book for this year and one thing is i found chem tution ! whoot ! happy happy. hahas xD alright thats all for now, i've nothing to blog. =s
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, January 01, 2007
a brand new year ! at 10:04 PM

HAPPY NEW YEARR !
first day of the 2007 i spent it with darls. hahas :] catch deathnote 2 today ! whee its like oh finally, hahas nice show although its long but nice eh. L so cuteeee, light so handsome and misa so kawaiii nehx ! omg ! but its a sad thing that both L and light die. the two deathgod look cool too ! whoot nice show nice show, two thumbs up ! and ohya today plaza sing gv is like totally full hur? or issit ppl are trying to catch the movie they want before school start? all show at 3+ selling fast or either sold out. gosh ! night at the museum three consecutive time slot all selling fast,eragon sold out,charlotte web 3+ selling fast and the seat either all left front or second row. was actually catching DN at 3pm but left front seat so we catch a later one which is 3.50. walk around, went acrade then bought nachos and boo the show ! hahas after the show, train back to sk then went rm bought dinner for family and darls rushed home quickly. BOO! alright although today is short with him however just abit of time he spent with me i'm contented. hees well think tml meeting apple to chiong our hols hmwk. arghh hope tml most probably can finish all even not all but at least half of the hmwk ! alright i'm pretty tired today, so ppl i'm off. hoho
xoxo,
you know you love me




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