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Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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life still goes on as usual. at 8:11 PM

well had tuition today, got reprimanded by tutor. she said we still can't sense the urgency of o level drawing nearer and she's very disappointed by our performance. guess we really have to start working hard, and prove to our tutor we can make it and would not disappoint her again. (: after that, went to the library to borrow book and then headed rm for lunch. took hours of nap and then here i am. i'm feeling hell lots better, perhaps this relationship i did not really put in as much as i put in the last relationship, thats why i'm able to take it and put down easily. at least now we can maintain the relationship like last time how we do, and i will prove to you that you've suitors so do me ! haha ;D wait and see ! you will lose ! wakaka alright, i'm off to study. (: hope tomorrow will be a better day for me. darling i love you tonnnns loads ! x3


it still end afterall. at 11:30 PM

things just happened way too sudden, somehow i will learn to accept the fact.

first of all, i want to say that i seriously don't know about that thing till he told me about it. i swear that i had never said that to her, and i don't even know what happened exactly. nevermind i know no matter how hard i explain, nobody will believe. so long as there is people willing to believe me, i'm contented. if can, maybe try to make things clear so that we can end this thing earlier and get on with our life. (:
and i understand why you've made this decision, i'm not mad with you just that i'm not happy that you don't even bothered to listen to my explanation. however, i know that as time pass, i will learn to let go of you and be independent again. Thanks for giving me one month of great memories, i will cherish it. I still hope that we would be able to be great fwen again just like last time how we talk and go home together. i don't wish to see our 4 years of friendship because of this thing, and just gone. if is, i would rather want that 4 years friendship than this relationship. compared this to that, i still think that as a friend we are even closer. so this decision you made, i certainly have no regret. So long as we can remain like daddy and daughter, i'm contented.
thanks girlfriend for being there for me when i needed you girls. (: i would not know what to do without you girls, i promise to be there for you when you girls need. & i love you girl so muchhh. (: thanks mich and apple accompany me today, sang kbox with me, vent my feeling with me. thanks alot. (:
thanks darling for comforting me the whole day today, i felt much better. your smses made my day, i promise you i will get over it soon. you're still my super darling, i love you lots. (:
lastly, thanks feng for comforting me and giving me advices for this 2 days. thanks for being the one that i could turn to and share my problem with. i promise you, i would stay strong and concentrate on the important thing first. have been disturbing you this few days, but i just want to find someone which i really can talk to, i hope you don't mind. (: you're still my bestest fwen.
at least now we are able to maintain such relationship, is more than enough. because they told me, we won't be able to be like last time but i guess they're wrong. perhaps need sometimes then we will be like last time, i'm glad you did not ignore me. (:


what's wrong? at 9:34 PM

what's wrong ? all you do is just giving me cold shoulder, why?


it's just keep happening. (: at 7:26 PM








well friday was racial harmony, wear the indian costume. haas only that time, i'm not racist and i proud of it ! (: haha. girlfriends all wear all kind of races clothes except for apple, took lots of photos too. had lots of fun during the concert, and we were at the gallery. so most of the sec4s, was like so high.,screaming and yelling. then had sci ssp then went home and change. went causeway to watch harry potter with boyf, xin, mich and connie. initally apple is coming but she had to attend her cousin's birthday party so she can't go with us. sad for her, alright, the show's not as interesting compare to transformer, i still prefer that. show ended around 10 plus, headed home. wanted to have supper but everyone wanted to go home, so just went home. reach home around 12 plus, rest, shower and sleep. yesterday, went out with besties ! (: and we took lots of photos too ! met her 2plus, headed to taka first because she wanted to buy some art stuffs. then we went far east shop, and we find that there's nothing for us, so we headed off to bugis.bought my little miss tees, was like finally. hahas and we bought the same tops, same bangles and same necklaces. (: hahas we were looking for shoes and then we eyed on one of them, but sad thing is the shoe we want don't have our size. oh well, it's abit mood spoiling, so we continue to walk around in search of any shoe that could attract our attention. however, we have to reach downtown east before 7, and by the time we realise it's already going 6. so we cabbed down and it's around 17 bucks. man so expensive, went to find jem, at the same time waiting for boyf. after that, went to a church called riverlife, to watch the concert. i think it inspire me alot, learn quite alot of things. concert ended around 10 plus, waited for jem's friend. actually was going to have our dinner at whitesand, but besties have to rush home so boyf and i took 88 back to hougang. on the bus, we were like so engrossed watching happy trees friend using his mp4 and we missed our stop. so we had to walk back, because i have to rush home so took 147 to 401 and had a quick dinner, then cabbed home. reach home around 12 plus again, this time got scolded and mum grounded me. shitty ! and boyf said is good. late for tution again, got scolded by tutor. sorry ): after that went hougang green with apple to had lunch and went to cp library borrow book. then bought lunch for mum they all, and headed home. spent the whole day using com, partially is uploading photos, editing photos. guess i'm going out soon, and prelims is coming real sooooon! maN ! ): & only upload some of the photos. CREATOR OF SOCCER GAME SUCKS !


another week full of stress. at 3:07 PM

here to blog again, and i'm using my house com not apple one. so apple you can't claim that your house is cyber cafe. (: left 50 days to prelims, and i'm still sitting here blogging instead of studying. tomorrow onwards will be having ss marathon, and i haven study a single thing of it. ): only done part of hmwk, chem was like shit, so difficult and i don't even know a single thing. today tution was cancel due to my tutor falling sick, and i have finish the work she gave. and now i'm waiting for boyf, he is sooooooooo slow ! waited for him from 1 till now and he's not yet ready. oh well,i can only say i've a slowpoke boyf. (: in the mean time, i better finish off my homework or else tonight i'm gonna burn midnight oil again. having a date with besties on 21th july, i'm so looking forward to it cause it's been month since i last saw her and i miss her hell lots, and this is also our last date because she will be her prelims and n level soon. ): i ain't no better too, my prelims's coming too. it's so stressful luhhh, i wonder if i still can manage or not? things getting better, i swear the feeling being neglected by girlf was bad. ):


damn ! at 7:11 PM

oh well, i'm at apple house again. doing my work, printing my dnt pics. &damn it ! my mmc got virus from don't know where and i have to reformat it, but the problem is after i had reformat my card, the virus was back again. think my com most probably .. you know. arghhh ! think i'm gonna get a new mmc soon and reformat my com ( i think so). went home with girlfriend after ssp, boyfriend thought that i'm having night class when it's postpone to tomorrow so he went home. i miss boyfriend. ): having phy test tomorrow and i still have not prepare yet. oh well i'm going home soon. ;D byeee !


busy ! at 7:31 PM

school days have been getting quite hectic recently, piles of homework and ssp keep coming up. yet i still manage to handle all these just that everyday can't get enough of sleep due to all the homeworks that the teacher gave and need to complete on time. think i really need more rest and my dark circles getting worst. ): oral was fine but i screw up the conversation totally, i don't even know what i'm talking about. just blabber out anything that pops in my mind, yesterday went apple house do work. manage to do some because rest of the time was playng only baby was doing his work seriosuly without being distracted, guess i have to learn from him and should start my revision before everythings is too late. prelims coming in 8 weeks time, not gonna think about it, will take out time to have my revision. went to watch transformer yesterday with daddy they all, catch the 1020 show and first 5 row seat. all the time slots was all sold out, and i think is a nice show. (: baby, it's not a dumb show alright. had tution today, abit tired then went lunch with apple and went cp to find my cousin they all. walk around, home at 6 plus. took a nap, because i'm so tired and having running nose too. thats all peepo, gotta go. (:


BOO! at 3:58 PM

currently at apple house waiting for him. boo hoO ! today got back my chem result and i passed.(: haas 24/3o i'm starting to love chemistry more and more. monday went to watch movie with him. (: our first movie turn out to be a dumb show, at first we thought the show " 13 death of game" was like some horror movie but it turn out to be some thrilling show and it's quite lame also. == ! but it's okays because i get to be with him and i'm loving you more and more each day, sweety.(: having MT oral tomorrow, man i scare i will screw up the conversation part. hope tomorrow will be a easy one, heard that this few days oral quite difficult which makes me even more nervous. wish me all the best ! :D guess i'm going to save up my money to buy my sony ericsson headset because one of the piece spoilt already, which mean i have to use back my mp3 which i don't know where i put. BOO ! oh well, he is reaching soon. cya peepo ! ;D


(: at 3:32 AM

finally, i bought my flipflop. (: thought it's not the design i want, but the one i bought isn't that bad too. went to buy it myself today, he can't accompany me because he had something but his message accompany me. (: went to the cathay NUM shop as there have the design i want however they do not have the size of mine so headed to vivo to try out my luck but too bad, don't have so bought another design of it and is a white one! (: haas went to gramps home after that, packed my bag and then went home. audi with sy awhile then bro wanted to use so phone with sy then conf. with xin. he went to his fwen bbq and will be tonning outside, but at least i manage to phone with him just now and he drank alcohol ! i don't like the smell =xxx he is so demanding, he told me no matter what, he must meet me tomorrow. anyway tomorrow was planning to go peixin house but everyone was like not free so drop the idea of going, instead i'm going out with him to watch movie. (: i miss him so much. ): re edit my blogskin as most of my fwen said last time the skin looks glaring and the combination not nice so i make it to a white one. and damn my mozilla and photoshop today ! it just keep lagging and hanging like nobody business, so pissed off with it ! and then just now suddenly my com no connection, hell. feel like throwing this com of mine out of my window ! oh well it's going 4 in the morning, tomorrow i still got tution and i'm still here. i better get going before i can't wake up tomorrow on time, but apple is going to morning call me. haha ;D see ya peepo ! (: somehow i just think that we are drifting apart, think about it since that thing onward. you guys attitude ain't the same anymore, the feeling is like so cold? starting to ignore each other, if you all are not happy with certain thing just say it out alright? no point saying behind each other, ended up hurting one and another. i'm feeling so sick of it luhhhs and i ain't feeling that good too. those fcuking shit feeling, god damn shit! and don't misunderstand what i've wrote, is just my opinion so don't get affected by it and if yes, sorry.