 Thursday, June 05, 2008
 misery and grief at 8:16 PMwent over to edward house to complete everything, dikky cooked the lunch. unfortunately, im much into zhong kong wei, and his noodle is abit tasteless. finished everything, then started to slack. chit chat, use com, listening to music. just trying our best to kills time, and dikky practically keep looking for stuffs to eat and edward cant stop yelling at him . left his house around 4 plus, took 88 then they alighted at amk. didnt follow them, as i had to reach home by 6. having dinner with family as a celebration for sister's birthday. went to yishun, dine at some thailand restaurant which serve heavenly nice food. had a sumptuous dinner over there, the piping hot, redish gravy over that chill crab along with buns, honey sauced chicken taste yummy and more. had a good time over there, and of course is pricey too caused both mum and dad a bomb. when we walked out of the restaurant, there was a long queue outside lucky we came earlier if not we gonna miss this sumptuous dinner. home to sengkang, its been so long since i went home already. then later online till now, tomorrow going down to school again. and jun jie asked me whether i wanna tonn till saturday when practically there's event on saturday. shall consider about it as i still got things left undone. i know emo is not cool but i cant bring myself for doing that. i detest the state im having now, can't i make a decision out of it ? i know too much, those hurting facts. i've got so much to pour out with, nevertheless i couldnt put words into my mouth. keeping upon myself, makes me feel worse. i feel like tearing, but i know i'd only be shedding those worthless tears which doesnt helps at all. i know i sound like im contradicting myself but i really dont know what to do, helplessly left alone in the corner. shocking facts, utter disappointment, shattered heart, why put me in this state? im bad at handling all these, all i knows is keeping quiet, staring at that blank space without knowing anything. should i put an end to everything, or continue it by sorting things out truthfully ? xoxo, you know you love me |
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