 Friday, February 16, 2007
 fun?! at 11:40 PMhad CNY performance today, everything totally was screwed up. zheng lao shi weren't very please with our performance and wanted us to work extreme hard for our syf. debrief took a long time so missed out daddy's singing, watched the SKY dance, damn fun and nice larx. we girls were laughing and screaming like hell? was the first time we girls so high for celebration, then daddy's team won the second prize, we sese stood up and cheer for him but the sad thing is he did not saw it. == ended at 10+, stayed at school complete eng essay then wait for connie, mich they all to finish their work. then 12+, took 86 and we went seletar club in school uniform. actually only me, apple, michelle, connie and daddy then later zhoudao, janice and jasmine tag along too. its was fun, had bowling first, whoo i score the highest ! then pool with connie, today couldn't concentrate keep missed the ball. then looking at dao and janice play the pool, very funny. they so cute when playing the pool. then jas and apple played table tennis and they were like somehow turn it to badminton? then mich and daddy played table tennis too. everyone were so high, but not me. don't know why can't high even apple said today i'm extremely quiet. =xx then swopped place, played table tennis all those. seriously looking at everyone of us playing, you will laugh the hell out of yourself. pooled with daddy, he said what's the hell wrong with me, keep missing, i said i couldn't concentrate and tired then he said come here must play cannot think so much. =xx afterthat, see apple and janice eat because we are too poor to eat at the club. around 4+ left the place, took 86 to sk. then we sat at lrt there, talk talk and eat. suddenly a group of guys come, they were police. asked us what we doing here, then checked our ic, took down our address and check our bag. they most properly think we are having illegal gathering then still asked do we smoke? of course we ans loudly, we don't then still chatted with them happily after they finish the checking. hahas we are not afraid because we are guai kia. =p sat awhile then they said want go home, so walked around cp with connie then called mum, she was at hgm. anyway i also got things to buy so went there find her, bought my stuff then later went kcf buy drink, saw mengyang,ivan,shaoqi and daryl. talk to them awhile then off i go, cabbed home. damn tired, sleeping soon. tomorrow gonna rush all the work or else no time to do during cny ! all i wanted was to be a very best fwen of yours, can't i? but what exactly happened this few weeks that causes us to misunderstand each other so much. thing was going fine after the breakup but a few days later, everything started to go worse and worst. we began misunderstanding each other so much that, we could simply quarrel because of small thing. where's the bond we had last time, it's like totally ruined after all these. we seem to have no trust for each other even as a fwen. thats not what i wished to? it's really heartbreaking to see our relationship turning sour everyday, i still think that we might still be able to be together, but now, i can sense that it's impossible for now even we are fwen, still can quarrel then tell me how can we be together again? those feeling definitely will be different, i swear both of us feeling had faded alot after all these quarrellings but right now i still have feeling for you, i don't know you do but i really still have. i don't want to see us ending up become a stranger that we do not know. i hope you understand. even now we are not very good but i still miss you, i really do. i can't make myself forget you even if i wanted to, its so hard. i really miss you, i hope everything can sort out nicely and no misunderstanding so we could be the bestest fwen of all with no hatred or more? but now, i don't wish for more, just want us to be back to how we are before 240905. can we? and today i'm so quiet at the club, its because of you. those memories i had with you at there, it keep popping up in my mind and of that very sudden, i suddenly miss you alot esp miss you piggy back me. but now everything it's gonna be past. i will cherish those memories i have, i really do. what i need now is a time machine, to turn back everything. xoxo, you know you love me |
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