 Sunday, February 04, 2007
 6 days had passed~ at 8:15 PMwell today i woke up late and of cause i was late for tution too. couldn't concentrate much but still manage to learn something. started the new chapter vectors, quite easy can understand thought still abit confusing. then today tution ended one hour early due to all of us can't concentrate for we are very tired. then stay at jin house, waiting for her to pei me get my other ear done. and while i was waiting, i fell asleep and she webcam it and let sy see. idiot her, then cooked noodle settle lunch then awhile went hgm get my ear done. alright i still feel the pain now, need to go back on the 8th for checking. then walk around and then later trained back reach home 6. use com until now, going to do my work later on. but then i still can't concentrate anything right now, for i still thinking of him. i'm afraid, i will breakdown one day. i don't wanna let people to worry of me because this will made me feel more guilty. the facade face i put up, i'm really tired. i wanna to stay in that dream of mine, never awake. at least i still be able to reminisce those moments we had together. i really can't put down this relationship, as each day passed, i'm missing you more and more. every night, i could feel my heartache, those indescribable feeling making me sleepless night. i only wish for that one last chance, let me have the chance to mend it back the suffered i made. i knew you had bear everything for a long period but i really would change for the sake of you. just that can't i really be that special person again? you told me life have to go on,but i don't think i can. i know everyone had told me so, i would like to but i can't. i really can't, i had tried to but i really can't. perhaps just let me be the one to remain on the spot and you move on, i rather be like that. maybe by doing that i would not feel so sad or whatever bahx, but i'm sure from that day onward, i'm no longer that girl that could smile so easy for now every thing is just only a moment of facade. i will wait for you for you are the only that i truly love. i wish to be yours again. and please takecare of yourself, i know you are still feeling unwell, i really wanted to takecare of you but now i can't. so i only can tell you to take care of yourself. Saturday i know its been a long time since i last updated, as you can see i'm pretty busy since the start of school and everything isn't going well too. went out with girlsfwen today, my leg is breaking soon. can you imagine we walked non stop from 11+ until my parent come fetch me. guess what, they are not going home but yet going chinatown. man i was like oh gosh? i'm dying larx. went far east, marina square and bugis, my new year to do list almost all done. this year quite feminine, perhaps its i'm going 16 or whatever stuff that change my mind set ? then we had our dinner at ajitei, not bad larx, but we were like so dui lian at there larx. =s made so much of noises. well, i seriously can't get over it althought today its the 5th day since we parted. the places i went like marina and bugis, its kept remind me the past i with him. all the funs, joy we had, it all gonna be a memories. its really sad, those places, everywhere i walk pass, i could simply remember every moment we had. i nearly cried ytd when i was at marina but at least i manage to hold my tears. anyway this is the first time i hate shopping so much cause my leg is hurting so much and i reach home at 12 mid night! its like crazy? i go out for whole day, somemore still got tution the next day. xoxo, you know you love me |
The Queen  EileenL. 18, schooling in sp, diploma of clean energy. love DicksonT, girlf(s)!, besties, and BMF! (:
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