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L O S T at 10:59 AM

simple plan-welcome to my life

do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just dont belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don t knowwhat it s like
when nothing feels alright
you don t know what it s liketo be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you re down
to feel like you ve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one s there to save you
no you don t know what it s like
welcome to my life
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you re bleeding
no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i m happy
but i m not gonna be ok!
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don t know what it s like
what it s like!
no you don t know what it s like (what it s like


sian at 12:01 AM

(sunday post)all right have been staying at home for two days, arghh its killing me. so sian at home at least i still got com, xbox and baby to accompany me ((: actually was going out with baby but end up cancel both dates, one ish ytd he in bad mood try very hard then cheer him up. then today ish i actually play game with my bro till i forgot i need to meet him when i realise the time ish already going 4 then sms him, he said so late don't meet later will she bu de one, haha then change to tomorrow lorx. going to have breakfast with him, meeting him at 10 and i've to set alarm in order to wake up in time. boo but at least i'm able to meet him then actually he was going out with his ex-tutor one then don't know why last min cancel off. =.= always like that one. haiish then whole day jus slack at home and i've watch the devil beside you for 5 times!! i mean that particular esp. haha cause my disc now with sweeyee or michelle and i also watch finish then scv got play mahx then today go watch lorx. haas watch 1-3 then 3-5 then 7-9 then 9-1o+ you guys must have said me siao watch so many times not sianx mehx. hahas. but the show nice mahx. hahas can't resist larx althought have watched 5 times hahas. then today have been smsing baby from morning till night then later he pms again. arghh baby don't so easy pms okay((: then before blog went mapling then meet one new fwen, haas fun then ry keep di siao him haas. bad rueyyi aka er ge!! >.<

i miss baby lots((:


swing swing swing!! at 10:19 PM

alright today pon school again cause got the what use your hand campaign and i'm lazy to clean the school rather stay home sleep however i still need to go back school for co. that make me sian half larx. woke up around 9 plus then sy called me around 1oplus, told me that her modem got confiscate and she was bored at home and decide to come my house. think i don't know want use my com, haha then she made some chocolates which taste nice esp. the white chocolate as i love white chocolate!! ^^ then decide to meet up with xin they all at about 1.15, at first was at banquet ended up everyone was late so they change the place to multi purpose hall. right,sweeyee and me meet them at about 1.45, we was late for 30mins and i can see both of them weren't very happy. =x alright co weren't very sianx today, in fact i enjoyed alot. june was crazy today, she keep telling me that what if later meet mr singh how? how? haha told her many times no nd to scare want larx, our parent approve mahx. haas give him the parent letter will be okay one. then during break when we went down want to go out buy things, june saw mr singh was just a few distance away from us then sweeyee, june and i was like freak out larx. run the other way round to get out the school. haas then after that went back for practise again, new song qutie easy except for some part larx then after that co end went cp, walk walk actually was waiting for the time to pass so that baby ncc will end and we can went home together((: indeed i'm able to go home with him today((: haas oh well my mood swing again due to the overall result i get and my ranking was 165!! damn my grades ish getting from bad to worse, utterly disappointed on myself and my mood was like weren't very good since i back home. it just keep swinging up or down!! mixed. my mood swing virus indeed very contagious, baby was the first one to get affected and i feel bad about it. was feeling better right after chatting with besties; riis, thanks alot man, we've jokes and lots of fun chatting weren't it. is like we heaven been like that ever since we are different school. :)) i guess baby now sure very down perhap also because of results, he is strong even he was sad, he won't tell anyone but jus keep to himself instead he will make me happy when i'm down. trying his best, baby just wanna to tell you that altho we are steady but you still can treat me as ur good fwen,i'm willing to be ur listener.((: u are not alone okay? don't give yourself too much stress maybe u need let ur mind rest, don't let all these stress paced in ur mind((: want go out, i will always free to be there for you and don't feel bad just because you are unable to be my listener or be there for me when i need you, just want to tell you that i found you is really my biggest joy in the world. <333

long post today but contain lots of things ((: baby i love you!<333



8th months<333 at 10:57 PM

well, today ish our 8th months. simple but i love it. haha din went to school today, stay at home haha slept till 10+ then wake up, baby sms me ask me to wake up, lmao ask him why so early ask me to wake up ans ish "i very sianx mah that why msg u lorx" dots!! haas then jus chat lorx, then use com, today my com somehow got problem, msn can't sign in which made me waited about 1 hr then can sign in, sudden hang made my programmes all slow down!! arghh stupid com then today maple patch till 2 sianx~ should have went school today, then conference with xin and sweeyee chat for a long time to kill time haas. then around 1.49 like that, xin told us maple patch okay lerx, went dl. i was like darn excited actually not only me, sweeyee and xin also very high. haas xin dl finish first, then stupid com hang again!! argh, then i was like omg!! damn that com keep clicking man real hard man then its was like they keep laughing, i was getting frustrated larx then keep shouting arghh but i did manage to dl the patch larx. baby come find at around 2 and i about 3 then went down, srry baby to let euu wait for so long. happy today, have lunch together then walk around after that bought some junked food then went to playground and sit. hees shh!! something are meant not to be said shall not be said ((: then we was like playing scissor,paper, stone. haas i know is stupid but at least we enjoyed ((: haas 8th months thought we spend it simple but i seriously enjoyed it. haas or shld i said i cherish every minute with him((:

don't know what to post. haas somehow like don't know what i'm posting =x
happy 8th month!! i love baby!! <333


high!! at 10:52 PM

wahaha the cover!! so shuai!! ((:
finally, i bought the devil beside you !!! wahaha i'm damn happy man beg my mum for a long time, she then willing to buy for me. alright i'm crazy over it, since 4.3o watch that show till 1o, haas damn nice man. he jun xiang so shuai!! omg he damn cool in that show, addicted to that show lerx. alright almost get back all my results, not really that good siax overall i fail maths. sianx always fail maths one!! then still haven get back eng arrr. sure fail one sianx~~ aiyeh don't want spoilt my mood siax, go chiong my maple awhile and i swear i gonna win rueyyi!! haha then continue to watch my devil beside you. ((:

i miss baby!! <333


arghh!!!! at 12:36 AM

can anyone help me?! i'm suffering!! haiish i don't wish that to happen!! i don't wish that!!


left one more paper!! at 12:25 AM

alright, left dnt paper and exam over. guess i gonna fail my maths for sure althought i have 5o-5o larx however i think that all my tests 5o-5o bahx cause not really put in alot of effort yet i know how to do the qns.hopefully can pass with the marks i want. ((: no confident in maths lerx. haiish. going to enjoy myself after this mid-yr cuz what have done already done so no point crying over a split milk. boo ENJOY myself. haas kinda of stress this few days, although test ish over but still can't use com. arghhh!! cause daddy away for 2 wk siax only wkend then got come back. boo but still can go baby hse play. haas ((: today went his hse fro morning till evening siax, then ate lunch and dinner there. boo so ps her grandma keep asking me eat. xpPp then later chat with his bro hahas.fun!! today chemitry paper was alright larx except for MCQ which i think that i'm gonna lose 4 marks lerx but at least section b and c ish much more easier.((: i've fun today!! haha i love baby more and more!! then today 11o5o6 ish riis and her stead de one yr. grats((: i still got 4 more months to go haas. ((: baby told me not to count the days cause count le jiu no meaning liao. hahas
24o9o5-24o9o?


LOL at 11:43 PM

well, end up ytd i slept at 4 plus then told baby about it, he was angry. boo said i so late then sleep, start to nag at me again. boo xp. then today din't revise my stuff again, haas wonder how to pass my exam siax, time to pull up my sock already.today wake up, wash up then watch tv siax. nothing to do then walk around the house. then accompany my bro play xbox. haas fun((: den went to check on my fone, realise baby msg me. hahas he just wake up then still said i so late reply him cause i just wake up only but the fact ish i already wake up. boo hahas baby lazy pig!! went out and eat, then back home. ard 4plus went out with my sis, went to cp cuz she wanna buy prepaid cards and i realise i haven return my library books. boo, overdue siax. hahas nvm larx then baby tag along too. its was fun siax, hahas baby kena suan by my mei then i kena suan by baby. boo suan here suan there. haas walk around then 6plus went home, baby send us home((: hahas. guess my fone gonna get confiscate for sure as i've a feeling this month bill sure 6o+ and i gonna say bye bye to my phone. but no phone better, won't distract me and i can save my bill. haas. ((: tml after school, accompany baby and weicheng go student mart cuz baby need buy new uniform due to some particular reason and think weicheng ish go collect his uniform.i'm gonna be the lightbulb, hahas cuz baby with his wai yu mahx. *blink blink* hahas,then this few days, keep msging baby perhap i really miss him that much? =D

seriously, i really miss him much((: he said tomorrow whole day he is mine((: