 Tuesday, February 28, 2006
 because of euu. at 10:34 PMi'm afraid. haiish wad totally happpening to me?! jus cried n i cried fer very long. haiish why why i haf tis kind of thoughts n feelings. shldn't ie trust him, love him jus lky wad ie do last time?! why issit i no confident wit him since feb sumtin happened. haiish i myself oso dono why .. when i get to be wit him .. i tend to haf tt been loved de feeling bt why issit when he not wit mi, the way i feel ish totally diff. lerx. haiish .. well if nx time if euu really can't come out den don come out lerx,ie don wan euu to quarrel wit ur parent den make yourself more stress ... haiish ie dono wad to say .. nw i jus feel freaking tired, stress,sad and kind of hurt. x(( i jus nd someone to be my listening ear, bt hu will willing to be.sobx .. seriously ie don tink anyone understand mi. x( thx to sweeyee,eugene,peixin n connie x) because of you I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hardI ve learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it s not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that s weakness in your eyes I m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can t possibly break When it wasn t even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don t know how to let anyone else in Because of you I m ashamed of my life because it s empty Because of you Iam afraid Because of you Because of you xoxo, you know you love me |
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