Strumming Some Heartstrings


Monday, February 28, 2005
fun dae siax... at 9:45 PM

todae can sae stil beri bad dae lohx...cum to skool jiu c her lian she siax..tink wad..haiz i sick n tired of it le...juz b'cuz i oweas p.s u al den u no nd to lky tt de rite...i noe pei p.s de feelin lohx..so u al gt considered moi feelin ma..nv..srry tt time sell chocolate tt time p.s u al lahx..den tt time cca carnival oso...srry lah!!! bt tis time u reali beri wad lohx..haiz i juz don wanna tok abt it le..tok le make mi felt so angry abt it...todae cum to sku..lky juz simply livin in a hell lky tt ...onli can tok to sy siax..jan n xiao zhou onli sumtime bah le..den juz...haiz i find it tired le..i can onli felt relax after sku as i can b wit fy kor dey al siax...
todae go hm wit kenrick,fengyuan,henry,darryl,connie n sweeyee siax..goin bck wit al these guys damn fun siax..den make forget al those stress i haf siax...den we go cp eat siax ...den lata mi n henry kind of gt agrue siax..keep agrue wit each other keke..bt every fun siax..after tt go cp walk ard siax..den ard 3 sumtin henry jiu go hm le den lata tt we take 159 siax..den connie jiu go hm le..den after we alight e bus-stop we oweas alight de...den lata kenrick dey al sae wan go kor hse den i sae fan zhen nth to do jiu go lohx..at kor hse beri fun siax..gt alot of 'intrestin' happen siax..keke..kenrick ,darryl n kor dey al lky havin 'sex' lky tt...shout here shout dere..den kenrick stil make those toopid noise bt reali beri fun siax..keke..den lata awhile ..kenrick n darryl fall asleep ..e way dey sleep beri funny siax..den mi n sy keep makin them bt dey lky no fan ying de keke..
den lata after tt..mi oso beri tired den go sleep at kor de bed siax...keke...den kenrick n kor dey al ...aiya...too pai seh too sae siax..keke..bt reali haf a great fun at kor hse siax..den ard 7 den go hm siax..cuz tt toopid kenrick lahx..so slow siax..bt overal stil beri fun...nw den realise wit kor dey al...nt so stress siax..can haf fun whenever i wan keke...tt al abt todae le..wan go learn chinese spellin siax n do lit n eng hw siax..buaix...
juz stop gifin mi tt face siax..
i'm tired of it le..
if u tink i'm juz a xtra person in ur grp juz sae lah...
no nd to make moi self so diffcult..
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, February 27, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 10:20 PM

y becum lky tt..every1 becum so wad le ..last time don even haf tis pro de..itz tis yr reali beri bad if nt y every1 becum lky..dun even trust each other wad for b together...is lky i every xtra lky tt lohx..lky when u al tokin den i juz cut in ..den lata jiu make u al pek chek ...y oweas i muz c u al de lian she lehx..den i pek chek de shi hou..gif u al tt kind of face jiu sae wo gif tt kind of face fer wad...reali beri wad lohx...den ish u al p.s mi first lohx nt i p.s u al lohx..bt sumtime i can sae reali gt p.s u al lohx..bt u tink i p.s u al beri happi itz..i sumtime oso felt beri guilty abt it lohx..it juz tt u al dono onli lohx..oweas tink tt u al oweas rite one den other ppl oweas wrong de...i noe i'm e one at e wrong side..i hate it y...last time we were so happi to b together bt nw seem lky our frenzship ish driftin apart le..gaps becum bigger n bigger..
haix..i tired..feel so stress siax...wad wrong wit mi ..am i e onli hu gt tis feelin in our grp siax..i reali wan to shout out moi feelin siax..or..anione willin to lent his/her shoulder ...i wanna to cry out..cry out al moi feelin so tt i won feel so sad...i realise tt when i wit fy kor..i does nt haf tt kind of feelin siax..n i oso dono y i haf tis kind of feelin siax..
aww..i simply hate moi life nw..n i oweas e listener bt anione willin to b moi listener siax...u r e one tt i trust alot n u even noe moi deepest xin shi bt did u ever tel mi urs..u juz treat mi nth at al ..i hate it ..u make mi feel beri relax when tokin to u as u r tt kind of person tt make ppl trust u alot bt do ever trust mi b4...u nv..u chose to tel other ppl instead of mi..i noe u haf ur freedom to chose hu u wan to tok wit bt u can't juz lky tt ..oweas gif mi tt kind of face when tokin to u..at first tot we can b best frenz de..bt..haix i dun wanna sae le..lata u sae i addin up ur stress siax..bt actually u gif mi those feelin lky beri relax lky tt...so i oweas prefer tokin to u den others..haix..bt u...u relfect urself b4 u scold ppl siax..srry to sae tt lahx..tt al fer nw..
y every1 becum lky tt...
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, February 20, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 9:29 PM

mmm...todae nth to tok abt it lehx cuz wk end wad often nth to sae de...today wake up beri late siax..ard 11 sumtin den wake up keke..den 12 sumtin den go out eat breakfast+lunch lohx..den go acrade play game siax..den lata go hm den read comic bk lohx..moi sis buy de..den lata ard 4 den revise maths siax..revise until half ..papa sae wan go bai bai den go lohx..take moi maths ws go oso lohx..den after tt go grandma hse take clothe lohx..
den after tt go kovan eat siax...guess wad..moi mama buy e boA best of soul lehx..fer mi lehx..hehe so happi ..wan tt disc fer beri long le..keke..aww..boA so chio siax..her song al beri nice keke..den lata reach hm ard 8 bah..den go bong bong lohx..den use com lahx...perhap tt al fer nw le..wanna go do hw siax..n revise moi maths le..tt al buaix..todae can sae kind of short entry bahx..
take care siax al moi peeps,jie n kor
tml muz kamatek fer e maths test
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, February 19, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 10:30 PM

wow..1 wk nv cum blog le cuz tis few dae damn bz siax ...muz cope wit al kind of test siax..bt at least stil gt get bck e result wad i wan lahx...so happi to noe tt i no nd to go fer e math remedial le..so happy bt oso feel sad fer jan dey al..cuz dey al ganna zhong maths remedial ...bt nvm nx time muz jia you k..so we al will nt go fer maths remedial siax...aiya..cuz of tt P.L lahx...wad every mon gt common test siax..siao siax..wanna ba wo men stress si itz..siao siax..tis few wk perhap cuz of al tis test..make our grp de ppl al beri pek chek..lky jan..beri upset abt his maths..mi lehx..ish eng ..px oso upset abt her maths den sy upset abt her geo den xiao zhou ish mt..u c..al tis test hai wo men da jia duo hen pek chek siax..den oso wad nd to pay fer e eng paper de fee siax..siao..itz..y so niao juz alittle money oso wan..knn siax..den cca al make it so late den start den at sku oledi beri pek chek liao..go hm stil ganna bei my parents ma siax...say y so late cum home...
wow piang..nw i tinkin life sux again lohx ..dono y siax..frenz de stress lky oweas make jan beri pek chek lky tt...wk stress al those test lahx..sux siax..i,myself oso duno y oweas make jan pek chek de lehx...felt so guilty lehx..sumtime wanna cry out loud bt tears juz could nt cum out..i dono y myself oweas wan to make him angry de..perhap he oledi beri stress le..den i stil go n sae thing tt ci ji ta de..haix y??? y i oweas lky tt..i reali wanna cry cuz u oledi beri stress on ur wk le den i stil go n make euu gen stress on frenzship pro.yi xia zi jiu gen ni cao jia ...
y y y..i oweas wei ni tian ma fan...reali beri srry!!!! u haf oweas been so gd yet i. . .u oweas b moi listener even if u r beri stress le n oweas help mi...yet i stil wei ni tian so much ma fan...ni kou zhong shuo bu yong jing tan shi wo zhi dao ni yi ding jue de wo hen fan dui ma??? haiz...hw i wish i can change bck to moi old self cuz i tink tt nw aday i reali take thing fer granted...i wish i could change bck to e old mi siax...haiz nwaday i reali beri stress siax..mmm..i reali wish to cry out loud siax...cuz i have oweas been makin ppl pek chek...y i lky lehx...i hate it...tt fer nw cuz wan go study maths siax..gt common test tis mon dae..siax..haix damn stress!!! tt al fer nw peeps buaix..
i hate moi self fer makin ppl pek chek siax..
i reali beri guilty siax cuz al moi jie oweas so gd to mi
yet i stil lky tt...
srry nehx!!! jan..reali beri SRRY!!!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, February 11, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 9:30 PM

so long nv cum blog le cuz tis few dae new yr ma..qutie bz nv cum blog lohx...let tok abt todae thing..todae can sae gt happi,unhappi n sad de shi qin siax...
haix let tok abt sad thing first...todae noe fro xue xian tt i made ah gue jie angry siax..cuz i wit polly tai close le..den make her angry siax..cuz she dun lky her wad den alot of ppl oso sae tt she is nt a beri gd person lohx..den alot of ppl oso dun lky her loh sae she juz usin ppl onli...haix..den i lky shang le jie de bo li xin so sad...haix..jie..dun worry i won b wit her again le...perhap frenx k...dun upset le..ni bu kai xin wo ye yi yang...so srry nehx..duno euu angry until xue xian tel mi ...so srry siax..=(
mmm...den tok abt unhappy thing..keke e best thing muz save fer e beri last siax..keke...todae so angry siax..go bck to sku..xiao zhou sae i fei le..after e 2 dae new yr siax..den after tt jan dey all oso sae i fei le...so angry siax..wow piang i reali gt fei meh???den xiao zhou hu sae dun haf..euu c e face becum so fats..wow piang den angry siax..den jan oso join in siax..wow piang so angry ...bt hai hao loh..at least nt tt reali fats..perhap go slim dwn haha..bt duno cannot cuz nw gt so many yummy food siax..mmm!!!!keke...den another matter ish todae co de shi hou ..ganna bei lao cheng sae ...sae i muz jia you siax..den pai zi oso nt beri gd ...aww!!! so sad..cuz of e xin kong lohx..ganna ting so many time den oso when to cum in siax..den sure confuse de...den lao cheng oso sae i change after i cut my hair..change to becum more siao lky tt cuz she sae i last time beri guai de..keke..perhap she duno mi well until todae den noe siax...den stil gt another matter oso beri angry siax..bt cannot sae keke...
mmm...nw cum to e happi thing ...todae damn happi siax...pass moi geo siax...qi ji siax...pass geo haha...den lata after co go cp wit jan michelle n xuan jing onli siax..so patheic last time gt alot of ppl wan ...aiay cuz px todae nv cum sku den sy mother cum fetch her hm den xiao zhou 3.45 jiu left co le..so todae onli 4 of us lohx..haix..den lata reach cp le..we go triangle lohx..cuz mi n jan wan buy thing...keke..den appl n michelle go dwnstair buy thing..den help jan chose e present..den lata he use his ang bao money to buy siax..so kelian him siax..den his ang bao money left $20 sumtin siax..so patheic..haix..he sae muz start to save money le..den ask mi to help him keke..sae wad when saw him eatin muz stop him siax..keke...euu sae de hah...beta dun forget siax..kekeden lata appl n michelle go hm first cuz beri late le..den mi n jan stil at triangle lohx..wait fer e present la..den tok alot of thing wit jan..so long nv haf great chat wit jan le..felt so happi..altho we r frenx nw...bt is best best frenx siax..keke..den lata take a pic wit him siax...cuz wan to keep as memory fer our kor n mei relationship last dae le..den todae i reali beri happi loh...hope nx time oso can lky tt nehx..n oso 1 more thing ...i gt huimin jie de photo le keke..yeah so happi..dono y..tt al fer todae bahx..tink write too long le..bt mei ban fa..gt alot of thing to sae ...keke..tt all fer nw peeps..buaix..

i startin to tink tt my life ish gettin beta..
perhap i haf look to e bright side of moi life nt e dark side...
xiang si ni men le..al moi peeps...
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, February 07, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 10:09 PM

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xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, February 06, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 4:46 PM

haix...so long nv cum n blog le....cuz cannot use com le..bei ma le...sob sob...so can onli blog moi entry frequently lohx..haix...todae ish sundae siax...so sianx..stay at hm siax cuz nt feelin well wad so cannot go out den juz nw go cut hair siax..hai hao siax..luckily nt tt ugly siax...keke...todae nth to sae let tok abt ytd de...
ytd ben lai goin to far east wit connie to buy clothes de..bt in the end cannot..muz go out wit moi mama..srry nehx..connie cannot pei ni...den lata go heartland buy lohx..sian~ go tihs fashion buy pant n skirt lohx..cuz blouse buy hao le den oso go buy shoe lohx...black color de..bt de shoelace nt nice siax..white color de..plannin to buy a light pink shoelace to pei lohx..den plannin to buy a necklace fro triangle siax..beri nice siax..tel connie n jan b4 de...bt den jan sae e lian muz buy black color den nice..aiya...tml go c siax..keke...
ny cumin siax..den tues nd to perform siax..so scary ...cuz haven reali bei de score lohx..haiz...dono wad to rite siax..den oso tis few dae oso cannot go con. wit jan dey al ...so sad..felt so left out siax...haiz..jan euu sure beri xin ku de lahx...haiz..hope euu mang de lai siax...if reali cannot den dun mian qiang k...*_- tt al fer nw siax..nth to tok abt todae sian~buaix..
life to mi stil sux...
xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, February 02, 2005
a borin dae 4 mi... at 10:15 PM

Y..y..y...y moi life seem to b gettin worser n worser..al moi frenz seem to b driftin apart fro mi siax..y?!? i hate tis kind of life..i mis moi pri sku life ish much more beta den sec sku life siax..as in tis sku ..nobody understand mi..dey juz pretend to b gd wit mi when i nt feelin well or unhappy bt actually none of them reali care abt mi..dey juz pretend!!! i hate tis feelin .. i juz dono y..tis feelin seem to cum bck again ..i last time i did nt felt tis feelin animore n i tink it will b gone 4eva...bt i was wrong..it cum bck again..n nw e feelin ish makin mi wanted to kill moi self...i juz dono y...i hate it...i hate tis feelin..y muz it cum bck..when i was beri happi...y????can anione juz tel mi or guard mi ...i hope i can go bck to moi pri sku life siax...as when i was in pri..i dun even haf tis feelin loh....
i hate it lohx...since euu al dun wanna tok den dun ask mi in lahx...ask mi in liao...den al quiet quiet siax..noe lahx..wan mi to gao qi fen rite...den sae lahx...no nd to fake de lohx...oweas ask mi to gao qi fen...den when i nt in de shi hou..euu al jiu gt alot of thing to shared siax...dun share dun share lahx...big deal mehx...den surely e nx dae..sure tok amonge urself de lohx...den ask euu al..sure sae nth nth...i noe i sumtime oso gt lky tt lohx...bt..dono wad to sae lohx...oweas cum in le ..when i nv tok...e first sure sae ..eh..eileen y nv tok ..tok lehx..orelse beri sian de..y oweas i start first de..euu al cannot meh..tok liao..lata ganna gt scolded fer nth siax..i hate it lohx...since dun wan mi cum in ...den dun mian qiang lahx...cuz i cum in sure spoilt ni men de mood rite..cuz euu al cannot shared wad euu al wan to share de dui ma??? srry to sae tt lohx..tt al abt todae le..i hate moi life siax...it sux sux sux...i wanna to b e nx putri oledi..cut e wrist..i reali stand enough liao lohx...i hate moi life...n oso srry to jan lah..cuz oweas wu yuan wu ku go beat euu...srry lahx..i noe i beri irratatin lahx...i disappear fro euu al e life ish e best rite!!! tt all buaix..
MY LIFE SUX !!!!
xoxo,
you know you love me




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