 Saturday, June 04, 2005
 at 9:35 PMso long nv updated..quite bz abt certain thing n oso too upset to blog lerx .. y am'i lky tt ..y ..can ani1 tel mi y..i hurt every1 feelin by sayin al these words..y can't i change moiself siax...tel mi !!! tel mi !!! i hurt al e ppl ard mi de feeling...i noe ppl ard mi those care abt mi...bt i juz certainly can't feel it..e feelin ish lky when i abt to touch it n feel it ..it will eventually gone ...haix..y itz lky tt..i'm prayin tt 1 dae god will take mi away..i'm sufferin too much.. haix..i can't continue to walk on e path lerx..e path in front of mi ..ish so diffcult to walk ..haix..full of al those dangerous thing make mi dun wanna to go on lerx..n i oso can't turn bck ..turnin bck is no use ..no matter wad..i will stil face e same situation ..haix..am'i e only sufferin?!? tt ish so mani time i wanna cried..bt i can't ..i certainly can oso feel knife stabbin on my hart...it hurt ..it reali hurt ..i hate moi self..my attitude.. i wanna sae i'm srry to every1 ard mi tt reali care abt mi..esp. al moi kor n jie dey al..dey reali beri gd to mi n yet i . . .dui bu qi ----> eddie kor n fengyuan kor..wo rang ni men shi wang lerx..:'( i'm such a useless freak anw i'm juz a simple ger wit a simple mind xoxo, you know you love me |
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